I'm alive, I'm alive. Don't worry guys I'm actually working in the background right now even though there's no visible updates. More specifically I'm building the outline for the third book of Mouse and Wolf series (I'm slowly finding my love for that series again)
BUT I'm also working on Safe Word Sunlight. Now I was going to update it a week ago, so I read through the story to remember wth the story was about (I'm a bad author) and as I read the 12 existing chapters, I saw my burnout everywhere in that story. I can see how tired and uninterested in writing I was, though at the time I couldn't admit that to myself. The same happened with Save Me From Myself, and Two Sides of the Moon (you may remember I had to go back and fix the ending, the burnout was the reason for that).
It was odd to see it so visible in my own text =') I had no imagination, no drive to keep the text interesting and I definitely wasn't improving myself. At some parts I could literally feel how tired I was a year ago when writing those chapters. Some parts were there just to buff up the word count with absolutely no point to exist. Chapter 12 is the worst, juicy cliffhanger, I admit, but that's the only good thing about it. That chapter exists just so I published at least something, not because I wanted to update it.
I feel better now. I'm still not back in love with my stories, which I truly miss, but I'm interested now, so that's something.
Anyway, I'm fixing Safe Word Sunlight a little, then come back with the updates =)