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I'm writing this now. I know I'm going to regret it immensely, but I need to address things that I've done. I'm tired of hiding under a fake persona. I've hurt so many people this way. 
          
          A year ago, I left this account unactivated and dead. For people to mourn over because I needed a reason for people to forget a stupid mistake I made. I crossed someone's boundaries and I was angry when it backfired. And now that person has left. I'm so terribly sorry to that person, and I wish I wouldn't have done what I did. I know an apology won't fix any of that, but still. I'm sorry. 
          
          This may not be a genuine enough apology to the people I hurt, but it needs to be said. 
          
          I never ended my life. "Crow" does not exist. Lynn does. And I'm stupid and sorry for pretending. I've been hiding for months. I'm done hiding now. Lash out at me, yell at me, tell me how much I hurt you. But I know I deserve all of that backlash, because I was scared and stupid. 
          
          -Lynn, not Lin. 

Hiii!How are you?I hope fine!
          I'm sorry for bothering you, but do you have time to check out my stories? 
          my biggest dream is to become a great author one day!
          If you are interested, here it is.
          
          
          
          I follow back too for help you because I know it's not easy to be a writer ;)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/328523548?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=_IKnowEnglish_&wp_originator=pWCJmQ%2B3QjtyjxeeB4Rzrhg1Nycidk699DwUiOF3aMKbcfZlPxwhlPYlJxtSCMR5WNHV%2BahDnGBr8Tnt8WEgRq%2FstUUcTnj5KbYjuq8ixRA9FkWLpf%2BX%2B%2Bc9HrcCqxFP

I'MMA MISS U :sob: 

Do you promote your books on Neobook ?

So like- someone asked abt it. So I'll just like- leave a mini explanation. To keep this short: she killed herself after a bad interaction with someone, and long term depression.
          
          i don't exactly feel like talking about it though. 
          
          i dont think it was any of ur guys fault but it still happened. 
          
          I guess the interavtion was like...a dehumanisation thing. She left a note saying tjat she felt like a whore after, so??

RIP (anyone that sees this, I'm her cousin. Sorry 4 your loss xx)

I've deducted that I'm deleting wattpad as a whole. I won't be talking to anyone whatsoever. Sorry but I feel like a disgusting whore. Nice meeting you all ig. (And if you have my contacts, don't ask me about any of this.)

Ignore my last post. I'm fully serious about leaving wattpad now.

A final farewell. 
          
          Au revoir, my friends. My journey on Wattpad for reading has come to an end. Nothing on here is good anymore, so I'm gonna start reading Ao3. I'll check in every now and again, but until then, I bid you adieu. 
          
          While my journey on Wattpad has been sorrowful and joyous, lengthy and concise, & full of adventure, this is where that wonderful journey comes to an end. I'm signing off for now, and I'll be back to chat some other time. 
          
          I'll still stay in touch with some of my friends, and I'll talk to Kye a lot on tiktok, but anyone on here that doesn't make an attempt to reach out will not be reached out to. 
          
          If you do wish to stay in close contact, I'll eventually link my Ao3 account and you'll chat with me there. But it'll be a while before that happens since I'll be learning how to navigate the perilous, difficult, strange, & mildly toxic website. 
          
          So, this is my final farewell. See you elsewhere, 
          
          your (partner/lover/daughter/friend) truly, Lin.

my mc server is online