aidahaybeliein8a4
Arе u a Neobook author?
deeforcee
deeforcee
hhey guys im back but with newss. im probably never gonna sober on here. like ever.
things i can do just fine
- roleplay
- write stories
- post more frequently
- be a nicer person
things i cant do
- literature roleplaying
- force motivation
- die (im immortal)
blxxd-cxrdle
Are you okay?
deeforcee
i think my friend died
blxxd-cxrdle
@deeforcee they could be asleep? I'm sure they're not dead. It's possible they could also be cooling off. They might need some time to relax after your misunderstanding with them and could be taking a small break from their phone maybe? There's many possibilities
deeforcee
@blxxd-cxrdle or maybe i made them mad? they got mad after they misunderstood something and stopped replying afterwards
deeforcee
// if anyones up for a mario or metal family roleplay, plz respond
deeforcee
//just lost my bestfriend group and my closest friend who I told everything to because i said i dont feel romantic attraction towards them ..
Angsty_Cheez-it
@kayden_fander3416 what?? That’s terrible, I’m so sorry. Do you need to vent, or talk about it?
deeforcee
// gonna b honest .. i might get baker acted soon, idk. iv been having these violent panic attacks frequently like.. three or four a night basically and theyre followed by hallucinations and yk the usual sewerslidal thoughts. i dunno whats gonna happen yet but uhh.. yeah if i stop replying, im sorry
deeforcee
// HHHHHHRRRRAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH why am i js now starting to obsess over gravity falls but not when im roleplaying it ... i think i js need to go to bed
deeforcee
// i fkin hate being trans. i went bowling today and i didnt bring a bag or anything so evrrytjme i couldnr breathe id js have to sit down. but because im also autistic and jt was rlly loud, it was even harder to breathhe when overstimulated. n its not like i was gonna take my binder off and put it on display bcyz id get fkin hatecrimed... himestly thus week has rlly rlly sucked
deeforcee
// sob