✏ Crystal

This quarter has literally been me & breakfast + coffee against the world 

Ooooff, artistic, foreboding men.
          They gotta send you their spotify I guess

Ms girlie was right 3 years ago. I move on too fast. 

I'M HAVING HIS BABY...
          NOT I'M NOT!!! BUT YOU SHOULD SEE YOUR FACES
          
          TTPD is straight mania. This is the perfect thing to listen to when I'm off my meds. 

Okay, so new tattoo scheduled for May 2nd!!!! So excited. This time it's not gonna be a fine lined tattoo and instead it's gonna be vibrant and have pretty pastel colors <3 
          
          It's also pokemon related so inner child me is freaking the fuck out. Like...pink????
          
           I feel like I'm also embracing femininity nowadays due to wearing skirts and OMG thinking about makeup???? I love just being me and creating myself as I get older. I'm almost fucking 20!!! If you told the girlie I was a year ago where I'd be now she'd be fucking flabbergasted. 
          
          Tattoos, dates with men and women, research, job, better insight into potential career, antidepressants, toxic people badgering me or highlighting insecurities I'm hella aware of. I'm grateful for this moment of reflection and being one day closer to who I want to be. 

All I want is more tattoos. Omg why do they have to be so addictive?!?!  

The fact that my two comfort ppl from teenagehood hard launched their relationship today by stating they got married gave me so much whiplash today. I love them sooooo much my inner teen is fangirling so hard. The fact that I'd read so many fanfics of them together and now like 6 years later they're married 

What can I say, other than "i'd go back to you" 

Sad sad sad. After years of not seeing someone I recognize at work, the streak today ends. And not even someone I was indifferent to but someone who I had a hard to describe relationship with 

Well I guess I'm getting a tattoo on Wednesday and also I'm literally at 0 in my bank account after this lololol