Love love hate hate

I'm 
25% Japanese (Japan)
75% Philippine (Philippines)

75% insane
25% sane

50% straight 
50% lesbian 

100% chibitian (chibitan)

75% depressed 
20% happy
3% awesome
1% smoking hot
1%sexy
Any objections? None? Good.

Hmmmm. When I was young I got bullied and right now I have a lot of horrible rumors being spread about me. I nearly committed Suicide like...five times now, it hard to keep track after the second or third one. I have depression, which kinda sucks. So I'm a normal surviving teenager. 
I personal like writing dark things and reading and watching horror and thriller. Don't be a hater, and don't complain to me about how mundane it is.
My personality that I'm never gonna change:
-I'm very carefree and I rarely give a flipper about what people say about me
-I'm a momma bear to all my friends, old or new friends and I'll fight ya if you hate 'em.
-I'm shy in new environments, but I evolved into a bada$$  when I get use to the play field 
-I'm dark, no duh
-I mostly say things with meaning, but it goes unnoticed by my peers and family because I act carefree
-Barely anyone can tell what I'm felling, because I wear a mask of happiness, which is a big problem I have.
-I like to believe I'm perfectly sane, but my friends tend to disagree 
-I'm also bisexual, no haters. Just cause I'm bi doesn't mean I'm a whore, or an indecisive bit¢h. I have fü¢king feelings too.
thats about it, I guess 

Likes: food, apple juice, pocky, pandas, knives, my friends, shy people, cute things, peoples ideas, and psychology.

dislikes: jerks, bullies, mean people, spoiled people, demanding people, (god i hate a lot of types of people), and privileged people.

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