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real talk, but labels for the lgbtq+ community are so confusing;
          	
          	i started referring to myself as bisexual beginning of 2018, just before my 14th birthday. later this year when i met my boyfriend (at that stage where you are friends but you know you'll be together), i started questioning my sexuality again and instead began referring to myself as biromantic (person who is attracted to two or more genders, but experiences little to no sexual attraction). i was going with it for a few weeks, but now that i am actually dating my boyfriend, i have once again started questioning and came to the realization that i am actually bidemisexual/demibisexual (a bisexual who is only sexually attracted to someone if they have a close bond), but if i came out now i'd feel stupid because i already told my friends and my boyfriend that i am this but i feel like this, so you know what?
          	
          	fuck labels, if people feel comfortable with labels and want to use them, do it, i'm not stopping anyone, this isn't about me forcing my beliefs onto anyone, but there's too much stress around labels for me, so from now on i'm just queer.

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real talk, but labels for the lgbtq+ community are so confusing;
          
          i started referring to myself as bisexual beginning of 2018, just before my 14th birthday. later this year when i met my boyfriend (at that stage where you are friends but you know you'll be together), i started questioning my sexuality again and instead began referring to myself as biromantic (person who is attracted to two or more genders, but experiences little to no sexual attraction). i was going with it for a few weeks, but now that i am actually dating my boyfriend, i have once again started questioning and came to the realization that i am actually bidemisexual/demibisexual (a bisexual who is only sexually attracted to someone if they have a close bond), but if i came out now i'd feel stupid because i already told my friends and my boyfriend that i am this but i feel like this, so you know what?
          
          fuck labels, if people feel comfortable with labels and want to use them, do it, i'm not stopping anyone, this isn't about me forcing my beliefs onto anyone, but there's too much stress around labels for me, so from now on i'm just queer.

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also, i just thought of something, but i really do hope that "the mandalorian" won't try giving din a love interest, whether it be cara or the woman we saw in the trailer. not just bc i enjoy all the mandalorian fanfics and what different people have come up in their heads, but also bc i just don't think love would fit mando, he had the child to care for, he still has a bounty on his head, and i personally prefer seeing a whole bunch of action sequences rather than a love segment where he will have to choose between the way and a woman

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so the trailer for the second season of "the mandalorian" came out yesterday and i finally managed to watch it with my dad this evening, and all i have to say is . . .
          
          * deep breath *
          
          HOLY FUCKING SHIT, THIS SEASON WILL BE SOO GOOD, I ALREADY HAVE SO MANY IDEAS WHAT TO DO WITH MY MANDO FIC FOR THE NEW SEASON, CARA IS BACK, THERE'S GONNA BE SNOW, THEY WILL TRAVEL ON A BOAT - A MOTHERFUCKING BOAT - AND THAT ONE WOMAN IN THAT SCENE, HOLY SHIIT, I CAN'T WAITT--
          
          so, yeah, that's my short review of the trailer,  cannot wait for the real thing 

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happy birthday to her majesty, queen, freddie mercury

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BLACK LIVES FUCKING MATTER!
          BLACK LIVES FUCKING MATTER!
          BLACK LIVES FUCKING MATTER!

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i just love how the two actors i cast to play brothers in my story are both dead

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this is very sudden, but i have a thought that i can't get out of my head and that has been haunting me for a year:
          
          with cameron boyce's 1-year since he passed away closing in in around 3 months, i can't help but think what "interaction" i had with him *just* before he died. I came up with the idea for my wattpad book 'Moon Child' last year, and i always knew i was going to cast cameron as one of the characters. i searched for interviews with him back when i tried to make a book trailer, i looked through websites like healthy celeb to make the character as close to cameron as possible, i watched back through his "jessie" days, and a couple weeks later, he was dead.
          
          it felt just... unnatural to hear everywhere, "star cameron boyce is pronounced dead", whilst i still had his interviews saved on my desktop. idk, but the timing just makes me feel sick, and now that a fullass year coming to a close... my stomach just feels like it's twisting at the sheer memory of the tweet by which i found out he had passed.
          
          nothing but love and respect to cameron and his loving family,
          (1999 - 2019)

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HOLY SHIT, I'VE BEEN ON WATTPAD FOR 2 YEARS NOW FROM TODAY, WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?!!