@bnha_stories4u
I can't with them. Mingi and Hongjoong at Metro Boomin's stage???? My two worlds are colliding and I'm so not ready holy shit
MAYBE I'M DELULU AS FUCK OKAY BUT THE FACT THAT HONGJOONG WAS THE FIRST ONE TO LIKE AND COMMENT ON SEONGHWA'S GORGEOUS INSTAGRAM POST?????
I'M GOING CRAZY OVER HERE
Okay I just noticed he's done that to the other members too but I'm still crazy bc that's so cute??? He's their greatest supporter, such a dad AAAAAA
Okay lmao wtf
This was my first time at the pride parade in my region and first off, I'm so happy I finally got to see it :D there were so, so many sweet people and it was such a cool experience but then...
I didn't think of anything bad, just standing on the side to watch the parade with my bestie and then, suddenly, there's a man with a sign about condoms or sth and then I look down...
WHY TF WASN'T THAT MAN WEARING PANTS?? I MEAN, IT WOULD'VE BEEN OKAY IF HE WORE ONLY BOXERS OR ANY KIND OF UNDERWEAR BUT THAT MAN WAS SOLELY WALKING AROUND WITH A SHIRT-
HIS FXCKING DINGELING WAS FLAPPING AROUND WTF?????? THERE WERE CHILDREN WALKING AROUND, SEEING THIS MAN'S SHLONG????? WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM????
The police didn't take him I believe but they talked about him and kept an eye on him. Wtf????
This is the goddamn reason why LGBTQIA+ people get criticized???? Wtf is wrong with that man??????
Like, I'm so happy I could finally go there but I'm also traumatized as FXCK now.
Anyway, my mom knew about that and still went with us. My dad was kinda skeptical bc he only knew about the pride parade when we arrived there but he accepted it when he saw how happy I was. My mom's still kinda in shock about how manly one trans man looked bc she thought that was a cis man. The look of terror on her face when I said that that man had a trans flag wrapped around him- I won't forget that like ever lmao. All in all; a pretty weird but also great day with a lil sprinkle of trauma. Hope y'all had a great day tho lmao
@ Hwapunzel bei uns war schon die CSD (also, was heißt "bei uns" lmao, das ist schon n gutes Stück von mir entfernt ahahah. Aber wollten da unbedingt hin, darum ist da der Fahrtweg mal egal haha. ICH HAB ABER VIEL ERWARTET, NUR NICHT, DASS ICH PLÖTZLICH NEN FUCKING PENIS SEHE???????)
@ Green_tea_spilling well, I'm not that proud to be German lately but it's aight sometimes LMAO-
IKR? ITS SO DISGUSTING FOR SOMEONE - NO MATTER THE AGE - TO WALK AROUND NUDE LIKE WTF???? GO TO SPECIAL PLACES THAT ARE DESIGNED FOR PPL TO BE NUDE BUT NOT IN FRONT OF CHILDREN TF??????
Ateez members having their own insta accounts will be the death of me, I already know it.
@ Meowkpop268 fr, Hongjoong's and Jongho's usernames are so cool. I didn't even understand Jongho's until I noticed that it literally means his name-
And starhwa is literally so Seonghwa lmao
@bnha_stories4u Just got the news. And I really am impressed by the names, especially Hongjoong's and Jongho's.
Guys, gals, anything in-between or out of those two... How tf is it that I'm always someone who's the crush of ppl I don't want? ;-;
Like, there's a classmate my friend group and I are kinda close to and I just know he likes me and my friends also say that but how tf do I tell him I realized I like girls without outing myself? This is ridiculous lmao-
Bc he thinks I'm straight bc I've been in a relationship with one of my classmates once but after dating him I kinda realized I like girls rather than guys- What do I do ;-;
I mean the positive point is that now, I won't see him again until our graduation day and all but I'm scared he wants to confess soon cuz he keeps sticking around me instead of his friends ;-; I hate my life sometimes lmao
@ Hwapunzel damn I'd love to have your confidence ;-; ich bin eher jemand, der sich nix traut, also wird das mit dem ins Gesicht sagen leider nichts hahaha aber danke trotzdem lmao
Ich warte einfach mal, bis er etwas sagt und hoffe eher darauf, dass er nichts sagt, damit ich ihn nicht verletzen muss-
Ich würde gerne was sagen um zu helfen oder so, aber ich bin die art von person die sowas einen einfach ins gesicht sagt-
So habe ich in den letzten 3 tagen angefangen mich langsam immer mehr zu outen in der klasse aber ich glaub das bringt nicht wirklich viel, sörrey
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Okay I have an angsty fic idea but I kinda don't wanna write that because I'm not mentally stable enough for that kinda hurt but I also do wanna write it because I love and hate angst simultaneously.
Anyway, the idea is:
Seonghwa has been in love with Hongjoong for years and Hongjoong never noticed. And when Hongjoong finally falls in love with him, it's too late already and Seonghwa moved on. Seonghwa fell out of love and has a boyfriend now and Hongjoong's heart is shattered to pieces and he doesn't know how to pick them up and make his heart whole without Seonghwa again.
Just kinda gives me "happier" by Ed Sheeran vibes and that just makes it even sadder when imagining for me.
Okay, time to cry myself to sleep with that thought in my head bc I don't have the time to write rn :')
@ Meowkpop268 it's indeed VERY cliché but I do plan on writing it since the idea just won't leave my mind. I do hope y'all will like it whenever it'll be done :)
@ Green_tea_spilling Yess that's my plan :D I really wanna write it but also not to protect my weak heart lmao-
I will write it when I have the time tho bc I just can't get it out of my head :')
@bnha_stories4u It's cliché, but I'm sure that it will make a good story. Angst is itself a genre that delivers some of the best stories, as far as I have seen and read on Wattpad. It already makes me bitter thinking of the sad ending. But I'm sure you'll do your best with the story, if you ever choose to write it.
Scrolling through TikTok unknowingly.
DID I REALLY JUST WITNESS*THE* KIM HONGJOONG HUGGING AND NOT LETTING GO OF SEONGHWA??? RUBBING HIS CHEEK ONTO HWA'S BACK????
WTF IS HAPPENING?? IS THAT EVEN KIM HONGJOONG???
@ Meowkpop268 IKR?? I can't with them lately, this isn't good for my heart T-T they're so adorable aaaaaah<3
@bnha_stories4u Same with me. Just the difference was that I saw it on YouTube community post. And Oh my god, I was squealing like hell. Hongjoong is getting softer day-by-day, and Matz is sailing like there's no tomorrow ❤️.
I need to study but I can't stop imagining Hongjoong just staring at Seonghwa with a fond smile as Hwa's yapping happily and when he notices Hongjoong, he gets confused and asks 'Why are you staring at me?'. And then Hongjoong replies "I'm proud of you."
I'M GOING INSANE HERE
Like, that could be taken as friends or bfs but I can't stop thinking about HJ's fond stare since it's all over my X/Insta/TikTok feed (from over the years and new pics of him staring at Hwa) T^T someone help my brain
@ Meowkpop268 honestly same-
I mean, they could be either best friends or lovers for all I care but in my delulu mind they're married parents now and no one can convince me otherwise because WDYM even the members call them mom and dad? That's insane actually-
@bnha_stories4u I was watching Seongjoong edits in YouTube, and I realised that I also can't stop thinking about Hongjoong's behaviour towards MamaHwa. I have associated them so much with the Mom-dad thing, that I can't get out of my delusion that they're a thing.
Okay so most of y'all know I'm a huge-ass Eminem fan aight?
And a few days ago I came across the song 'woke up' by XG and like- bro, sis, sibling... When I tell you I've been learning this song as if it was rap god by Eminem (from which I can rap the fastest part for years after learning the lyrics each day over a whole year and mind you I was like 10 y/o) I'm not even understating that. I've been learning the lyrics as if it's my religion-
That's literally such a perfect song for any rap fans and I wanna show that song to my brother (who's really into rap and hip hop etc) so bad but I know he's gonna hate it just bc they're an Asian group- Like, he thinks they can't make music just bc they're asian?? Wtf
@ Meowkpop268 he's such a great rapper and person and it totally baffles me every time I think about what he's been through for his daughters and his friends especially in that industry. His music literally carried my childhood and I couldn't imagine life if I didn't have his music because he helped me through really tough times. I just love this man (he could be my dad lmao but yk what I mean-)
Honestly, they're so underrated and it makes me disappointed at myself that I didn't even notice them before. I've listened to most of their songs and I'm so ready to get to know them and for them to drop an album SKSKS.
@bnha_stories4u I starting listening to his after hearing mocking bird. Seriously, he's a great rapper and the realest celebrity I have seen. I really adore his relationship with his daughter, and how he mentions a list of people who helped him out whenever he recieves an award. XG is such an underrated rap group. Cocoana is the best rapper out there, along with other members too. Glad you liked their song .
@ Green_tea_spilling OMG A FELLOW STAN, WHAT A COINCIDENCE!! I also have a poster of him :D My brother sadly took all of his albums with him in his new apartment but I do have some copies at home (bc I'm a broke student:') ). I also grew up with Eminem and other rather old-school rappers because of my brother so we're the same :D
And dw, I also sometimes fuck up those lyrics but that's just life lmao-
I just recently got into XG but I already LOVE LOVE LOVE their music. My favorite songs are actually woke up and undefeated. But every song I've listened to so far is such a bomb song, I love them.
And yeah, I think I'll do that. I'll just connect my phone to my car and play woke up when he's in the car with me and hope he won't notice they're asian lmao. It's good that their songs are in english so I bet he won't notice hehe
And that's exactly how I got my mom into ateez too- she already sings along a few songs and knows their names partially- I'm so proud of her ><