awkwardlybizare

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awkwardlybizare

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it’s been a long while, hi. 
          
          idk why i’m on here again, i think i’m just depressed at this point. 
          
          a little update that no one will read but i feel better writing so bare with me. 
          
          •i recently met my loverboy, anthony, at the beginning of august last year and now next year in january we’re moving in together. he currently lives a state away from me and i JUST saw him yesterday but i miss him like CRAZY! 
          
          •i graduated may 24th :) finishing off as number 27 in my school out of 700 12 graders. 
          
          • i ran away from home, my dad wasn’t that well for me and i was being treated so unfair, he didn’t even stay for my graduation, he threatened he wasn’t coming, fell asleep during it and then just left, didn’t even congratulate me or anything. 
          
          •i turn 18 soon.
          
          •someone broke into my car and i got my first job in may, i fucking hate it so i got another one. making soooo much more. 
          
          •i’m safe, i currently live with people i know and love so don’t worry.
          
          i reconnected with my old middle school bully and we’re even becoming roommates
          
          • prince is still alive :) 
          
          • i have an hourglass body i love, i used to hate it but i figured it looked fine after a while :) 
          
          • still haven’t dyed my hair, i’m scared that my hair will die/it looks too good blonde. 
          
          • i’m still 5’0… 
          
          • i got braces! (they’re blue and cute idc what anyone says) 
          
          • i finally blocked barbara (my ex, thatpinkdino_) on instagram, it’s been 6-7 long years. 
          
          • i finally found my worth kinda but some days i forget it. 
          
          • 32 hours sex free ;(  (i miss you so much anthony, even though you’ll never see this >:))
          
          that’s pretty much it everyone, i guess life hasn’t been THAT bad :) how is everyone else for those who do read this far? tell me some good things :)

awkwardlybizare

okay so like hi- it’s been a while honestly and i’m thinking of somewhat kinda coming back to wattpad :,)) because i have no life and whatnot oh well ig
          
          
          HOW IS EVERYONE

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-shadesofgreen

@awkwardlybizare 
            
            you should come backkkk (/nf)
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