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arizsmokez
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So yeah slot of shit has been happening since it turned 2023 welp good things and bad things for starters I almost lost my best friend and another friend of mine and then I've been fighting my own urges to hurt myself six months I've been going six fucking months with out harming myself but it all went down the drain two days ago i have no one but myself now and I was clean off drugs but now I'm back on them I tried killing my self off of pills but I survived the only one helping me is my girlfriend she makes me the happiest person in the world I love her so much my best friend found out I was harming myself and she blamed herself I told her it wasn't her fault we had a while conversation and we're back to being besties again and now we are closer than ever yeah there's a lot more that happened but I don't want to bore you with that but I hope you have a great year and I really do hope you have an amazing day and if you ever need to talk my snap is personleza love y'all stay safe