arizsmokez

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So yeah slot of shit has been happening since it turned 2023 welp good things and bad things for starters I almost lost my best friend and another friend of mine and then I've been fighting my own urges to hurt myself six months I've been going six fucking months with out harming myself but it all went down the drain two days ago i have no one but myself now and I was clean off drugs but now I'm back on them I tried killing my self off of pills but I survived the only one helping me is my girlfriend she makes me the happiest person in the world I love her so much my best friend found out I was harming myself and she blamed herself I told her it wasn't her fault we had a while conversation and we're back to being besties again and now we are closer than ever yeah there's a lot more that happened but I don't want to bore you with that but I hope you have a great year and I really do hope you have an amazing day and if you ever need to talk my snap is personleza love y'all stay safe

arizsmokez

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So yeah slot of shit has been happening since it turned 2023 welp good things and bad things for starters I almost lost my best friend and another friend of mine and then I've been fighting my own urges to hurt myself six months I've been going six fucking months with out harming myself but it all went down the drain two days ago i have no one but myself now and I was clean off drugs but now I'm back on them I tried killing my self off of pills but I survived the only one helping me is my girlfriend she makes me the happiest person in the world I love her so much my best friend found out I was harming myself and she blamed herself I told her it wasn't her fault we had a while conversation and we're back to being besties again and now we are closer than ever yeah there's a lot more that happened but I don't want to bore you with that but I hope you have a great year and I really do hope you have an amazing day and if you ever need to talk my snap is personleza love y'all stay safe

arizsmokez

Ok so I really haven't been posting because my mental health is not in the best state right now I may not post for a while but I'll try I'm also trying to fix problems in my personal life but it's not working out for me rn but don't worry I'll try to post more for y'all and hopefully by then my mental health is better also I'm still sick I don't have covid just a cold but I'm still in pain but anyway I'll try to post soon love y'all have a good day 

arizsmokez

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Marry Christmas mother fuckers I didn't get y'all shit cus I'm a broke hoe  but never mind that love y'all thank y'all for reading my shit books bro I swear I had ideas then thay all flew out the window like bye bitch but love y'all have a wonderful Christmas ⛄

arizsmokez

Hi ok i know I've been gone for awhile but i just want to tell you that I've been going through a lot and i have no ideas for the brahms story but i just also want to know what you guys want to see so put in your option and i will try to write them thank you to the people who actually want to read my storys ty so much anyway i will try to post tomorrow ty bye❤