AntoinetteRyder

Lover of fantasy. I'd love to run away to Neverland and never grow up. I wish I was as brave and fearless as Peter Pan when he said, '' To die would be an awfully big adventure.'' Too mature for my age....at least I like to think. Kind-hearted by nature. Proud to be Native American. Born on land meant to be in the sea. I always loved Ariel though I'd rather give up my legs for a mermaid tail. I am a nerd at heart. Read all the Harry Potter books. Love Transformers. Hate rude people. You get what you put out into the world. Dancing is my heart especially in the rain. Acting lets me become someone I'm not and forget who I am. Fashion is my outlet. I may seem cliche' but I'm definitely more than meets the eye. Everything that falls gets broken. Heartbreak hurts the most, but it will make you see the beauty in the world when it's over. My definition of beauty is being different. Anything that is beautiful stands out from the ordinary and catches your eye. So if you are true to the authentic you, you are my definition of beauty. I wish everyone could be happy. I wish I could be happy. To me life is a mirage that I can see through the cracks. I feel as if I'm destined to live a life always hurting. 



I meant to give you a summary about me, but it's kind of a jumbled mess. It might have sounded like I was a little bit crazy but I hope you can at least make a little sense of it because I'm still trying to figure me out! :) 

If you have any questions or statements, just comment. I hope you enjoy my efforts at writing.