i feel blue

promise, i will not cry about you

from this day on, i will never keep any high hopes that you would stop and think about me.

i was too kind and that killed me.

why did you like her? she isn't there when you needed a friend, she isn't there when you are deeply stressed out, she isn't there when you are happy and sad and she isn't there when everything is beautiful. i was there all the time.

i don't know why i cared so much about you that i wanted to be there for you, i would wait at the middle of the rain or under the starry sky but i think you never cared about me.

i am happy that you are always there with me but it is very painful to see that your heart belongs to somebody else.

i pretend that everything is fine, i pretend that my life is so vivid that i pretend to smile but no, i was never fine.

why do good people fall in love to the wrong people while they are others who deserved to be loved.

you will never know that i wrote poems about you