aka_ashi_K

Hi, it’s Mika. 
          	
          	If anyone wants to roleplay, send me a message on my Pinterest! 
          	
          	https://pin.it/5UBsC0ReK
          	
          	I’ve noticed that wattpad is getting rid of messages on here so, we can use that instead.
          	
          	Love yall :)
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	~~Sincerely
          	Mika.

Imnotreal_bro

Bro-
          
          
          
          
          Why you so pretty its makeing me a lil gay

Imnotreal_bro

@aka_ashi_K dosnt matter your too pretty for me
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aka_ashi_K

@Imnotreal_bro eh you haven’t seen what I look like for awhile my love
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aka_ashi_K

Hi, it’s Mika.
          
          I won’t be updating any of my books for about two weeks, as my exams are coming up I need to revise more and study. If I don’t then I’m obviously not gonna pass any of them and I don’t want to disappoint anyone. 
          
          
          
          
          ~~Sincerely
          mika.

aka_ashi_K

Hi, it’s Mika.
          
          I just came out with my new book~ 
          I know, i know. Another book i’ve got like 100! But i swear this, i’m really proud on so pleaseee :) read it and i hope you enjoy~ 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366489529?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=aka_ashi_K
          
          
          
          
          ~~Sincerely
          Mika. 

aka_ashi_K

I don’t know what i was trying to say at bloody 4 in the morning- (i didn’t get ANY sleep)
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aka_ashi_K

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Nah help, why did i start crying. 
          
          Why the fuck is it me? 
          Why am i the one it has to happen to?
          Lifes so dumb, why am i only known as the ‘funny’ one. Why do i need to be so stupid, silly and irresponsible in general. I’m fucking 15 yet i feel as if i shouldn’t be. Why did i need to be born the way i was? No one wants to listen. Whenever i say this to someone they don’t help, they just say to be happy that i’m alive or something like that. 
          
          I’m so sensitive when it comes to friends, loved ones and my feelings. So i make fun of myself, i say random things to others and they make fun of me. But then when i don’t talk they ask me if i’m okay and it’s just like, what am i supposed to do?!? I’m trying so hard to not go back to old habits because my dad would get so angry. But in reality shouldn’t it be my parents trying to make sure that i’m okay instead of waiting until i’m over the edge to care?!? I’m so done with living, at this point i don’t give a fuck what happens to me, i would gladly watch as blood just dropped repeatedly out my arm, doing nothing about it. 

HaveANiceFriday

@aka_ashi_K thank bestie, tho I'm confident I'll be fine. I'm stronger than I think I am :)
            Send you lots of love <333
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aka_ashi_K

@HaveANiceFriday i’m so sorry you need to go through all of that. I’m here for you, you can always just dm me if you want :) and thank you for writing this to me I appreciate you’re words of encouragement 
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aka_ashi_K

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Why the fuck are people so sensitive about things these days, like whenever i’ve tried to roleplay with people(pinterest and on here) i can’t do shit. Like whats the point of a roleplay without some angst??? I go through so much, sometimes i just want to express it in my roleplays when i can’t do so in my books. I know some people have gone through shit, but who hasn’t? I went through so much stuff. I recently lost my two best friends yet, my parents argue. I have a massive amount of thoughts on hurting myself yet i don’t not wanna go through with angst?? Like why do people act as if i don’t have trauma. I know this post probably sounds mean but like i’m donee, no one lets me express my emotions and shit because their to caught up on what they call the ‘border line’ of angst. 
          
          :/ 

aka_ashi_K

@FairyYuunemi i’ll try do that, thank you :)
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FairyYuunemi

@aka_ashi_K  maybe find a place where you can go to like a garden or something like that where you can calm down 
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Sugawara-----Koushi

Your pfp omg-

aka_ashi_K

@Sugawara-----Koushi thanksss the ‘ikenseeu’ user i have is bc i’m scottish lol and because of Kenma ahah
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