SAM

PLEASE DON'T READ THIS.⤵





 Hey! I am little bit shy and a girl of few words. But I'm not as I'm seem to be.I freaking love myself.
The world is so big. But in this world, I'm very alone...lost in some imaginations. Maybe those kept me alive. I know a lot of people. I feel like I can read their minds and I want to know them.
But do they want?
I really don't knowwhat I want.
Sometimes I really don't know what I want or want to do.
I want to explore... I want to talk...meet... speak...anything.
and most important thing I want inspiration....
and a reason to laugh and smile.
I never thought that I would feel something like this.
I want to be me....the real me.
But I don't know the real me. Somehow it's lost.
God knows me better. Truly God knows me better than anyone.
Everything is a mess.Everyone thinks I have no pain. 
But I do have. But I don't know what it is.

I feel like I'm caged.I don't know why I'm like this. I'm not any devil.
I want to know me. I don't know why I'm arrogant. I'm not that bad.I want to be a good girl.
I want to do so many things for me.
Cause if there is someone for me that will be only one person and that's none but me. As nobody understands me.
I know I'm little bit moody.

Somebody told me not to lose your close ones. But I don't know who are my close one. 

CAUSE AT THE END OF THE I'M ALWAYS LEFT ALONE.