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Summer it's coming~✿
          I wish I could not worry about my scars, people really need to mind their own business! ;-; 
          I think it's a struggle every people with any sort of scars has, surgery's result or incident's reasons or as for me sh.
          I don't even think they are this visibile, it's just that people i used to know when i had less expirence ended to point them out with an incredible insensitivity (⁠
          ┛⁠◉⁠Д⁠◉⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
          I can't think everyone suppose to understand, some people just can't because they are a really low emotional intelligence and that's okay... I just wish there could be less ignorence around this(⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠) 
          But I will not give any care if someone will be upset or smt, it's something people should not point out >:(
          Btw I have a lot to do those days so I'll probably dissapear from watty 
          Hope u are enjoying the sunny days if there is my same weather ☾

Hiii~ 
          Here there are so many rainy days, I love them.
          I have a talk with one of my friend about writing, I really like meeting people who writes and understanding how it helps them.
          I find so hard describing things and I think I'll re-read some books of authors that I think have a mesmerizing way to descrive situation.
          Do you find inspiration from someone? 
          

I hope you don't mind but I'll sometimes share some thoughts✿
          I really wish I could love human's kind, I sometime feel overwhelmed about it.
          I've passed half of my life loving people and the other half hating them, mostly because I'm terribly trustful and I used to put myself into social situations that I wasn't able to deal with. 
          So there is this two opposite feelings inside of me, constantly fighting, love and hate. 
          I love the way people create art, the way they feel things, the way they can share things so deeply.
          I thought so because I've seen a girl on my way home on the train that was focus on drawing, there was so much caos around her but she was so focused and unbothered.
          I would never be able to do that, but, I've love her passion.
          I've loved the way most of the people around her were mesmerized as I was while watching her, in her little bubble doing what she wanted to.
          The way I wanted to learn by that.
          I've found some people who expressed love towards human's kind some year ago and I was so jealous of what I couldn't properly have. 
          I would never be able to see them just as the art and the love I too can understand.
          I'm learning to have compassion for who can easily give hate, but, I'll never be able to properly trust, I'll have my personal war with me for a long time.
          But I'll fight for sure^~^
          

Hiii 
          I'm playing "a kinder world" if you do have it that's my code; C9KXCU
          I love that game sooo much, a long-distance friend was so excited about it so I ended up trying it and that's cool

*exausted screaming*
           How TOUGH is to search for a job! AAAA
           Why can't I just be a daughter of some rich aristocrat that can paint and write poetries all the days along
           Thats what I'm made for
          Okay I'll continue my research love u bye 

Hellouᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠ ⁠•⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠•⁠ ⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ 
          What's up? I just avoided for an hour straight to make eyes contact with a guy that probably thought I was interesting (or ugly in a way that was mesmerizing)
          He was with some of his friends and I kinda wanted to speak with them, but, I asked them something too late and I had to go take the buss and go home(⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ 
          He even once smiled at me, but I was SO SCARED I was like bro. I can't smile you back. I'm scared asf please stop be so adorable I'm gonna cry. 
          And well it's going to be on my collection of "quickly and without pain" crash.
          Love u bye☾

Do уou promote уour books on Neobook ?

Hi~ 
          I'm going to a solo-trip in one of my fav places in the world :) 
          (Actually because I have a book to return to s library lol, but too because I hate the city I'm living in, cause is an horrible urban city, filled with horrible people I used to know (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ ) 
          Hope you are doing fineee love u bye♡
          
          I everytime forgot in this news board the normal emoji look like this : ‍⬛‍⬛‍⬛ 
          Sad

I'm watching "voices in the wind" is on YouTube, I'm crying all of my tears AAAAA don't watch it if you are sensitive about topics as natural disasters and the grief, I do with both cause I'm good ad personify to others or immagine their feelings (I could never be a psychologist I would cry)

I think is a problem a lot of people have to work/study for a project only when there is the absolutely need, I do that, a lot, and I have a really terribile consciousness of time (╥﹏╥)
          I did tried to study for a subject but there were likeee five thousand and something more, and ew. I couldn't make it ofc, cause I can't study for this huge amounts of things two days before the deadline.
          I'll learn how it works somehowᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
          For now I'll just get depressed over it for a while