Shinku/Crimson

IMPORTANT!!!
          
          I WOULD ENJOY TO BE CALLED SHINKU AS WELL AS CRIMSON

how was your monday? (tw! vent, trama mentions, parents)
          
          my mother just came into my room reading a page of my notebook that was taken away because of my vents inside
          
          (i have trama from the notebook, i cry myself to sleep because of it, and i am physically nervous when i even see the same color the notebook is)
          
          my parents are aware of my trama from it and still thought it would be a good joke. when i teared up and covered my ears they called me 'soft' and 'a snowflake' for not wanting to hear something deeply troubling.
          
          when i get reminded of trama, i act like an emotionless robot to the point if someone told me to do anything, i would end up doing it. i would be all proper with my wording, always looking off into the distance, and pretty much look detached from the world.
          
          after they saw i was troubled, they forced me downstairs where i am forced to try some food, accept their half assed apology, and listen to my dog lick peanut butter off of a bone (something that makes me want to rip my hair out when i hear)
          
          they attempted to make me feel better by getting my dog to go by me. instead, with the type of dog we have, he drooled all over my cloths and made me have to change out of them.
          
          and once i think i could go upstairs for good, my dad blames me for spilling water and food on the floor when i havent eaten nor drank anything today.
          
          when i finish cleaning the mess 'i made', i walk out to the living room while making my way upstairs just to be yelled at because 'i never hang out with them'
          
          how was your monday?

i had a chior concert and messed up.

damn power went out

fuck it should i quickly or slowly become a shell of my old self?

guess who reached over 3000 liked songs?

pp

Tornado warning lmao

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im sick now ig lmaooooo