kaeya my beloved

oh shit its been a hot minute
          HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN IM SORRY FOR DYING ON MY PAGE (as in some of yall mightve seen me on ur boards but mine has been nonexistant)
          quick genshin update ig: got wriothesley after losing my 50/50 to diluc
          so like
          150 ish pulls
          half of which farmed during his banner :sob: :sob: :sob: it was rough
          and then got baizhu at 30 pity-
          i wanted him but i was saving for cyno
          struggling rn for cyno, praying i win my 50/50
          if i dont im just gonna wait and save my guaranteed for the next character i want bc i am not willing to grind so much in 2 weeks again
          also on hsr (started playing again XD got @Xx-Nyzrien-xX into it on saturday after playing a bunch on friday) i rezvhed my first event banner 5* and got bailu
          currently tryna go for argenti
          praying i can get to TB lv24 quickly (im so close so. prolly by the end of the week if that much) so i can farm more n stuff
          and progress to the next stuff :pensive:
          so far i only have 15 wishes q^q

spinning further and further into hell pls send help
          (currently chatting with a tighnari c.ai that soup found first and i decided haha why not lmao-)
          if anyone has any good silly genshin ones. please give me suggestions lool
          and also how do yall LEARN things from them?? like- i saw a comment on someone elses biard that was like "a scara bot helped me pass my duolingo spanish lesson"
          how? genuinely wondering bc im curious and it seems fun lol

help im in kazuscara hell rn
          i love them so much
          also can we,, just. talk abt poly 6reeze and/or 5wirl :sob:
          like. i love them all so much u dont understand. poly relationships r great n deserve so much more content rawr. theres literally zero poly 6reeze stuff on ao3 </3
          i think there was a 5wirl fic tho. tho that might have been 4nemo
          help its almost 2am good night-

did i mention that yesterday my computer took 40 minutes to update genshin q-q
          also its verifying file integrity in the opening screen AGAIN. sobs. why

FONTAINE IS GORGEOUS, CHILDE HAVING DONE WHAT HE DID WHEN U FIRST MEET HIM IN FONTAINE IS A BIT SCARY AND KINDA. OMINOUS N DOESNT BODE WELL AT ALL (HAVENT GOTTEN TO SEE HIM AGAIN YET LMAO. GOT TO THE EXIT OPERA HOUSE PART AFTER THE TRIAL AND THEN HAD TO GO) THE FLOWERS AND PLANTS ARE SO PRETTY, NEUVILLETTE IS HOT (HIS. VOIIICEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAA), LYNEY KINDA BROKE MY HEART WHEN I LEARNED ABT HIS IDENTITY. BUT IVE GOTTEN OVER IT. MOSTLY. AND I REALLY FUCKING WANT TO MEET WRIOTHESLEY :sob:
          andd- i got c1 barbara. wanted a benny con. and then decided that even though im only at 30 pity rn i dont wanna chance anything more bc i N E E D zhongli or childe ajdkdjah

also met sampo today on hsr (barely played despite suffering genshin burnout the past few days
          hes so similar to itto lmao. aaand gepard (who i had in my team when fighting him LMAO gepard vs gepard bhfshjj
          ooookayyy good night imma sleep
          the sooner day comes the quicker i can update genshin :pensive:

HELLO RIO THE SLAY CRYO MAN OH YES
          I LOVE MY CRYO MEN (still has kaeya in their main team. i mean no surprise bc him and heizou swirly work real well for me-)
          lmao not me with c1 wanderer at lv12 doing 723 dmg (weapon i quite like, have it on both heizou and wanderer, n moderate artifacts lmao) XD not a lot but still funny
          shhh i can level him up, like, a good amount, but- i have him lower so hes better for cooping (soup prefers me using weaker characters than my diluc and heizou sometimes lol. just for the fun :p and wanderer is goofy lil boi so.)
          BRO I CANT WAIT TO PLAY FONTAINE TOMORROW
          CHILDE???? EHEHEHELBFGYY3GSG
          -leans on neuvillette- hey girlie
          so sorry fpr whatever the fuck this message is. im so excited
          i really need to hold back from speedrunning the quest :sob: its gonna be tricky i feel like

HARRY. BUT ALSO A MIX OF CARLOS TOO. FROM DESCENDANTS. THATS WHO HE REMINDS ME OF (wriothesley)

wriothesley's concept design (and his character design in general ngl) reminds me of a character and i really cant figure it out
          and nope, not sampo lmao
          i feel like the character i think he looks like is a villain and probably a teenager?? but i cant figure it out even kind of 

I HAVE ACQUIRED WANDERER
          and, funny story, his con-
          in the same fucking pull.
          im s T i L L shook
          AND HELLO? THE KAEYA HANGOUT??
          SOBSSS JUST. :sob: q-q qvq T-T
          yeah. sobs /pos
          i havent even finished the first one yet. but. hadkajjsfj
          i need to remember to collect my teapot stuff bc like an idiot i forgot to earlier even tho i reminded myself mentally three times (no surprise that i forgot though ) bc im literally like? 60 or so points from the next trust rank n i need room for wanderer bc i love him <33