I know this is a dumb announcement to make... no I am not Suicidal... I have intrusive thoughts... no intentions on acting on then... but I think about dying most days 3 * a day. And well Today I wanted to live all day. It was a good day. And I'm glad it happened and can happen again. Do not give up you too will have days where your brain is at peace.
Must find an editor / ghost writer to clean up my edges on the first 12 chapters of Drygon. And I need them to do it for the love of it... Because I honestly can't pay.