An invisible boy.
Living a quiet life.
Taken for granted.
A disgrace for the society.
A friend to no one..A nobody.
A pathetic little scrawny man.
and yes I'm in love with someone who I wasn't supposed to love...but I did..a man like me..a man with more love than I can..a man with brighter smile than me...a man who always care...a man with more responsible than I can ever be...with brilliant mind and sweet personality
but I push him away
because he deserve better
because he deserve happiness
deserve to love the one he suppose to
because he want to let go
and he want to be happy
so I did..
Because I am selfish
because I don't want to be blame for his sadness
because I don't want to be the other guy
because I want to see him smile again
see him love tenderly
so I let go
more selfish than I was before
and now I miss him 
long for that warm and tender feel
and a companion trusted with everything..
and love as how love should be...
I miss you...my love