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Literally did 24 vocal notes about Pokemon in my friend's group chat (where they probably don't give a shit) instead of uploading.
My summer holidays will start on June 9th so hopefully I will upload more in the following months, I don't want to discontinue the story since I already wrote the end, and I want to feel the pride after finishing it.
Now here's me ranting :
It's just that school is stressful, I might have school phobia since I'm constantly anxious about school and started having a constant headache since the start of the month because of it, I couldn't go to school since Wednesday because of a migraine...
I'm seeing my doctor Wednesday and my psychologist next month, so I hope I'm gonna get some accomodations for the next school year, or else I don't know how I will go through it.
I'm always stressed about the next assignments I have to give, that's why I'm giving up on the 3 hours optional art classes per week, since it's only optional and it's stressful for me.
It's funny how I have 24 hours remaining for an assignment I still haven't started, I literally have a 120 pages book to read for it.
To me it would make sense if I'm not neuroatypical with all the things I'm struggling with, I hope I'll get a diagnosis one day.
Thanks for reading all of that, if you did, you must be bored I guess <3
Also is 103 heart beats per minute normal when resting ?