Ellie

Hey! Is the "Wack-A-Harry" story abandoned?

Hey all, just giving you an update.
          
          None of my stories are abandoned! I have always said that I will tell you if I abandon a story. My updates are slow due to my illness, but I’m getting better, I promise. I might write a Star Wars story here soon as well because that fandom has been a huge help. When I’m having an extra long seizure, listening to Star Wars will calm me down faster. It’s kind of amazing. But I won’t abandon Potter! In the meantime, let me know which Potter story you’d like me to update next!

Can you update Wack A Harrry 

This is me probably just being overly emotional because I had a seizure earlier plus the new Superman & Lois trailer … but boy oh boy do I love Clark Kent. I cannot stand that he is so unappreciated anymore when he is the exact superhero we need nowadays. Someone who’s kind and loving, who sees the best in everyone to the point where it’s almost a flaw. A sweet, lovable dork, who’s quiet and introverted, but he still cares so much for people. Please give me more of that Clark Kent, not the angsty dark version, although that’s better than no version at all. Please, for the love of all that’s good in the world, people … see Clark Kent. 

Hey all! As you know, I’m in my second semester of college at a D1 American university, and it’s been a heck of a ride. I know the majority of you guys are probably in high school, some maybe even in middle school, and I hope none of you are younger than 11 or 12 without parental permission (if you are, make sure you have permission before talking to strangers on the internet or sharing personal info! I know it sounds ridiculous, but trust me, it’s for your safety!) Just wanted to let you know that if you have any questions about graduation, college, college hunting, scholarships, or just straight up questions about life, feel free to PM me or ask on my message board/comment. I’d be happy to help. Or even if you’re just feeling like life is kicking you in the rear end … and don’t you dare feel like whatever you’re going through isn’t enough to come for my help for bc you think my pain is “worse” than yours. That’s not how it works at all, all pain is valid, and it’s not fair to measure yours up to someone else’s. If something is bothering you, physically or mentally, that’s your body trying to send you a message! It’s there for a reason! I’m also a big sister, so I’m used to handing out advice. :3 <3

1. GO CHIEFS
          
          2. Rihanna absolutely slayed it. I’m a music major, everyone in my class (including my professor) was fanpersoning over her performance.

Hey guys, just posted a note on Operation Homeward. I’ve been working my way up to updating again … and I’ve made some new potential chapter headers of my fanart for the Next Gen characters. See you there!

Can you pls update on the Wack -a -harru story it's really good.

I’m 19 today and I can now say that Feyre had no reason to be acting and doing the things she was doing at this age. Or looking the way she was described to look. Aelin MAYBE because of her past, but still, now I can’t even look at ACOTAR and TOG without going “Ew” at Rowan and Rhysand. Feyre and Aelin should have at least been in their mid twenties.  

I did the impossible this semester, guys. I was in a mental hospital for a week. I was diagnosed with 6 mental illnesses. I experienced 5 pseudo-seizures a week for two months. I was unable to move or gagging over a toilet everyday, so overcome by anxiety. My seizures caused severe memory loss. I was forced into situations everyday where my agoraphobia was triggered. I had all Fs. Several professors and family members told me to quit or that I was being a liability the longer I stayed, that it was impossible. 
          
          Yet, I passed every class. I stood my ground and advocated for mental illness when myself or others were being stigmatized. I proceeded to march and play in front of thousands of people and while on TV,  MID-panic attack. I saved the life of a suicidal girl, and protected two others during their first panic attacks. The day after I got out of the hospital, I did an oboe audition, and wowed the judges. I earned my marching band cord, something many don’t earn even under normal circumstances, in which I had to play 8 songs by memory in front of my section leaders—with memory loss and highly, highly severe anxiety. I almost passed out three times in the process, but I earned that cord. 
          
          These are just a few of the things I fought past in just these last few months. We have a saying in my piccolo section: “You can do hard things.” And you can. I’m living proof of that.