I can surely tell you, for inner self satisfaction, don't do anything against your will; no matter how minor. True friends don't pressure n push you to things for you to fit in with them that's for sure. + Ain't nobody knows themselves more than them. You keep doing you dude, I assure you there are girls that are attracted to diverse beings than those that try n give themselves a similar image to those around them.
I myself am a person that's generally attracted to divergent people n aspects in life x