So all does years I kinda drown myself in the game always fantasizing about it me getting powers and such, which lead me to grow in wanting to be an Author but I also like helping people so being a Therapist or muscle therapist would put my skills to good use but sadly enough I may have took the wrong course, well I did really have a lot of time and I was always trying to drown myself in my fantasy to escape reality, so with all the doughs and
I never had any wants or dream that didn't grown any ambition within my body
As I said I don't blame them for what I am I didn't strive nor wish to strive to be at a top I just wanted to live a normal life enough to support them when they get old, yet they want me to strive
Pressure and Hurrying one's decision lead me to panic choose my choices, in a moment I thought it was their fault that I couldn't Choose, Yet in the sad reality I was at Fault I didn't have any ambitions and right now I want to drown