Hi guys i have news i dont know if its good news or bad so lets say both during our practice for js prom my partner for dance was
helping our classmate for every step of the dance so im alone dancing, and its okay but our adviser asked my....crush to partner me for once so it did he partner for a meanwhile...my mood was fall down im slight happy and nervous but mostly sad...when we hold our hand i feel akward well his hand was soft its very rare for boy to have soft hand, after the practice we go home, i keep looking at my hands and i...washed it and go back to my room and cried. Until now i can feel the smoothness of his hand and i want to get rid of it it really suffocating me, i keep washing my hand for multiple times...i should have be happy because it our first time hold each other hands but i dont...i hate it
please someon tell me what feeling do i have from him hes the first person i fell in love with but why it hurts so bad...
