TakoIsHigh
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Don't let anyone have power over you... You dont know what future stores for you, save yourself, dont be a part of a puzzle that will eventually ruin you in the end. Dont let someone breaks you. Its pretty dark in here. Writing... Thats where I find my peace, my freedom. Its a big part of me. I am who I am because of writing, i am able to convey everything through it. Untold emotions that im too coward to talk about, things that I want to say at someone but I just cant bring myself to tell them, I able to express them all through writing. Its a big part of me. Now.. its all gone. I tried to go back. I want to. But im just too empty, i dont know where to start, I want to grasp how happy I am before everytime I write but I just cant. I lose my all, my friends, the woman I want to marry, and most especially myself. So save yourself, dont let anyone have power over you. Just dont.. dont do the same mistake that I did. Cause I know all this will eventually happened before, I witness it when that person slowly fades away, distancing herself. And I just let her. I let her break me, and I didnt even fight to make her stay. All I did was just smile as I saw her walking away, telling her that I am indeed ok, so she doesnt worry anymore. I lost my future, the person I genuinely love with all I have, my partner, my fiancee. It fucking hurts