StormEclipse23

I left the FNAF fandom for like, four, maybe five years, and now pretty much nobody takes William Afton seriously. I love it.
          	
          	I'm pretty sure I remember reading FNAF fanfics when William was called... Vincent? Is that right? How long ago was that anyways? 
          	
          	And also, where the heck did the nickname thingy "Peepaw Willy" come from? I absolutely do not remember that nickname going around when I was originally into the fandom.

StormEclipse23

I left the FNAF fandom for like, four, maybe five years, and now pretty much nobody takes William Afton seriously. I love it.
          
          I'm pretty sure I remember reading FNAF fanfics when William was called... Vincent? Is that right? How long ago was that anyways? 
          
          And also, where the heck did the nickname thingy "Peepaw Willy" come from? I absolutely do not remember that nickname going around when I was originally into the fandom.

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So I've been looking for a specific fanfic on here, I had it in my archive before I accidentally took it out a while back.
          
          What I can remember was that it was My Hero Academia watches Marvel and DC heroes, but it was different from the usual "superhero fandom watches -insert-". It was unique, and I loved how it was  written. Last I checked, it had two chapters, the first one about the heroes of the Marvel/DC universes, and the second chapter was focused on Spider-Man, I believe. I cannot remember the title, but I do know that I would recognize it if I read it.
          
          Unfortunately I found that hidden gem of a story when I was kinda flipping through "you'll also like" stuff.  I would appreciate it if I got any help on this, I've been looking and can't find it.

StormEclipse23

I will be taking down all of my story fanfics, including the texting ones. I will leave the others, except for my art book, I want to organize it more. The purpose for this is because most of the fics are from when I first started, and so cringey to my eyes; I know I can do better. So I will essentially be starting over, with a more or less blank slate. But, I will save those old stories somewhere else, and there is a good chance that I will rewrite them and post them again; so don't worry about those. 
          
          Good day to everyone!

Sarena2002

Hello 

StormEclipse23

@Sarena2002 
            
            :) Thanks, I try and respond to comments and such.
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Blackshadowgirl2

So, you're an avengers fan too? I love marvel. But I love DC too, and I just looked at your account and it appears you do too. Which is your favourite character from Marvel/DC

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@Blackshadowgirl2 
            
            Totally related to a lot of things, but when I see these articles saying how to identify a narcissist and a manipulator, and therefore how to counter them, it's not a good thing (in my opinion) that I, and when I read them outloud my mom, both go "Ohhh yeah, who do we know who does that? (sarcastic)". My dad. Adoptive dad, technically, never have I been so glad that I don't share blood with him.
            
            I mean, I've come to realize in the past few years how much mom really put up with while living with him. She did 99% of the work around the house before I was old enough to help out, and then I helped out a lot too, but she still did the majority of the work. Dad usually sat around and watched TV or played stuff on the computer, or looked at...questionable content (for a father of a young girl ((or boy, but that's not relevant right now  ) while we were both outside. I feel like it's sad that the only time I saw him clean ANYTHING, and I'm not exaggerating here, is when he took the vacuum cleaner out to the old car a day before he walked out. That is literally the only time I saw him clean. I was like seven or eight and never saw him vacuum anything, never seen him clean anything.
            
            The thoughts you get when you just wake up, honestly.
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StormEclipse23

@Blackshadowgirl2 
            
            For a more lighter thing that happened today. My new dog, who was trained to respond to a harness very well, managed to put on her harness while I was taking the other dog out to do her business. I walked back in and saw she got her head through the head opening on the harness, so I looked at mom and went "oh! You put her harness on." and mom looked over and said she didn't, and that was just a little fun thing. The dog just walked over to me like she knew we were going out, and she managed to get it so that the top and bottom parts were where they should be, like the top was sticking upward and the bottom was down.
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StormEclipse23

@Blackshadowgirl2 
            
            Something, I can try and give advice, but I am so hesitant to deal with stuff like this, because I can't shake the dread that voicing more of my true thoughts will just make things infinitely worse. I am not a yeller when I'm angry or frustrated (mostly), I am too afraid to get in trouble for tone and volume  to really be one, I am a cryer because I get so frustrated and upset that I start tearing up, and I hate it.
            
            I don't know the empathy line really just hit me, there were multiple things that really hit me hard during this, but that is the one I can remember off the top of my head. Not that anything else upset me in a lesser degree, it just carries a memorability for me that is not positive. These talks, longer or short,  never fail to make me feel like a horrible person and so, so guilty for not being better. Usually I'm content with who I am, I have faults but nothing horrible, but these things always shake my...my feelings on myself, even for a short while, I feel absolutely despicable and I hate it. But I know these things have to be said, there's enough of a rift between me and mom, and I don't want there to be. Because we usually get along. And I'm stupid for assuming that because nothing is said, everything is fine, I'm...I'm just oblivious to others, apparently, and I need to be able to speak up instead of going quiet and trying to go under the radar when this type of thing happens, oddly enough I'm more bolder when talking to friends or people I don't know too much opposed to doing this with mom.
            
            Money's running short this month, because of the lawyer's bill and everything, which makes me want to get a job, but I can't because it's hard to do unless you have a High school GED or equivalent at least. So I can't help with that until I do that.
            
            Anyways, that was slightly random. I know this upset us both, I know it upsets me mor ethan usual because i've been crying for over 10 minutes, and...I just...mom said she wouldn't offer to
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