Starthorn shadowclancat

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Hey, I'm back.
          
          I still feel like crap and I've been not really staying away from sites that stress me out but... I finally figured out how to properly block Twitter. Yay.
          
          Maybe when school ends Ill feel better

Hi so I have not been feeling too great recently.
          
          To anyone who has been reading Medicine/Magic or started to read Into The Real World you probably noticed that I haven't been updating a lot.
          
          The truth is that I have my finals coming up soon (the first part of my History exam is the day after tomorrow, which is kind of dumb since we have over four weeks left of school) and I'm stressed as heck. But that's not just it, I've... you know, been looking at some fandom discourse/lgbta+ discourse and stuff and not feeling fantastic.
          
          (In other words the religious guilt is hitting hard, and I know no one wants to hear that but it feels awful to be constantly bashed with 'lgbt+ who are Catholic/Christian are faking being lgbt+'. It's honestly way worse than any proper internalized homophobia I've ever had. I'm just... ugh.)
          
          I know I kind of sound like I'm repeating myself and all but I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I'm taking a tiny break from the internet. I'm certainly leaving Twitter and Tumblr though,,, probably forever (maybe not on Tumblr but I've already blocked Twitter).
          
          I'll have another announcement when I'm truly back.
          
          Don't worry about me please, I'm just taking this break to regain the mental stability and focus I need for finals.
          
          Auf wiedersehen! I hope to see you again soon.

do you ship achilles and briseus.

I have started another Gameknight fic! This is probably a very bad idea but I really wanted to any Ba-Jin is really sweet~
          
          If anyone sees this message I suggest that you check it out! (If you want of course.)

Just restarting a fandom uwu

Hi there it's meme time

Don't cha wish that parents would stop acting as if minor little things that relate to self hatred (even if I don't have bad self hatred) are something to get mad at and yell at kids for because damn that's me

Y'all ever wanna just,,,, yeet

I haven't updated anything in a long time but I swear I'm working on it. I just recently got my first computer that isn't a school or family one. 
          
          I'm transphering everything and it's been chaotic, but I hope to have a new Medicine/Magic chapter out my the end of this week!