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so i got to season 7 of supernatural and GODS am i excited for leviathan castiel he seems like unhinged misha mmmmMMMMM i love it
          
          also i found some repressed memories in my 2 am self hatred fueled thought process and then rewatched the sans undertale holiday party thing (does anyone know what video im talking about???) and that shit is WILD 
          
          also guess what contrary to my own wishes im noT DEAD

parents really be like " I love you" and then make you prioritize academics over mental health 
          
          huh 

(tw rape) listen do y'all ever just die a little because there's a theory that with the myth of medusa that she was raped by Poseidon instead of just having an affair in the temple of Athena with Poseidon and Athena gave her snake hair to protect her but since all the myths were mostly retold by men they immediately assume she just had an affair because historical are just Like That  or that athena punished her for rape (which is unlikely because i don't think that would happen but it's also possible) 
          
          hi yeah im really throwing myself back into greek mythology and the less well know myths because i can

do i hate the idea of being referred to as a female in any way, shape or form? yes. does the idea of someone calling me their girlfriend make me happy? yes. do I understand what goes on in the rampant shitshow that is my brain? no. absolutely not. but i miss my crush/ best friend and I want physical affection so logic has been noped

haha worter go slOshh

me, looking at a cosplay idea that involves a crap ton of complicated embroidery: this'll be fine
          realising I've never embroidered anything before: oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck-
          
          
          heeeeeee this is fine

me, listening to a running away playlist with crappy headphones with no intention of running away or doing anything: some of y'all just don't appreciate how nice it is to just vibe and it shows 

*me, shaking* so what if Im already working on a cosplay of a character but,,,,,, what if I did like a Mobster/fancy version too,,,,,,
          
          like it'd be super simple so like,,,,,what if I did it???? hhhhhHhhhh I want to

its 75 degrees outside,,,, hhhhHhhhh I don't know what to do because I refuse to wear short sleeves and don't own shorts,,,, I will die from heat ahhhHhhhHhhHHHHH

SWEEEEEET CAROLINE
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          BAM BAM BAM