✧༺❃ Catherine ❃༻✧

hey everyone, to those who are requesting book covers from me, please stop spamming my conversations wall; this is not the proper place to place your orders, i've created a gforms MADE for that, and if you could see it isn't accepting any orders because i'm on hiatus. i'll re-open the forms soon until i am ready to accept orders; the best that you could do is wait, especially if i am doing this for free and credits are the only form of "payment". i'll also now be deleting posts related to that here on my conversations wall. i've decided to say it now because it has been bothering me for some time and i dont like being pressured and spammed to do it, especially if i am not in the right zone to create your orders. it simply discourages me to do so. so i hope you all understand. :)

ahah funny funny, continuing to write draft yet here i am evading it with "organizing" and "getting to know" the characters by researching things related about their personalities and creating an organizer abt itttt yahhh hahaaaa very good! very useful! totally not evading. (did i say i was evading it? no i wasn't, i just skipped a vital part and now am returning to it--)

FINALLY WRITING CHAPTER 6 OF CWIO RAHHHHHH
          It's the most difficult chapter to write cause i wanna nail the emotions that i want to portray. the rawness of being vulnerable without being overly theatric y'know,,,,, qwq 
          
          OKIE BACK TO WRITING

might update the paw patrol personality book soon! i've learned quite a lot of things about mbti :> (altho i will still be basing on what they are typed in the PDB [personality database] website cause i aint got the time to analyze them on my own-- qwq)

i have shortly risen from my slumber, anddddd its kinda sad how wattpad dms are getting removed by may, uhmmmmmmmmm I DONT WANNA BE SENTIMENTAL OR SMTHSMTH well, i could make an essay or smth about it BUT I WONT I WANNA REST SLJGHFJDHJLFDH becoz yes, my creative juices are juiced up, andddddd yeah
          
          i also love how i'll come back and keep announcing cwio.3 is still in progress but haven't touched them for 2 years HAHHAHAHAAH kinda hoping i could kickstart it again after graduating before going to college, buttttt we'll see how that goes; i'd also like to pick up on original work "it will rain" again; i've placed it on hiatus since i thought i was a bit inexperienced to tell the tale i wanted to, butttt i think i've gained some perspective and earned a few (metaphorical) scars from it!! and am proud to have it despite struggling and prolly wanna throw a tantrum those times-
          
          EHM! OKAY. that's all, i will now crawl back into my cave again. aLSO! YES!! graphic shop is on hiatus because school, sooooo yeeee! daz all for now, i shall see you when i see you!

Ya gurl's going back to school again WAHHH.. So any order in my graphic shop might not be immediately done so bewareee!
          
          Also, CWIO.3 is CRAWLING at this point, likeee... How do I move the plot? SOS qwq

Happy new year everyoneee!! xoxo

Is the cover done?

Happy Holidays everyone!! I'm so sorry that I wasn't able to make a post here and greet y'all annually on time; life's gone so hectic and idk what to do with it XD
          
          Might post a chapter regarding my whereabouts in my "notebook" if anyone's interested. No promises though! Either way, I hope everyone's doing well and are healthy!!
          
          Happy holidays everyoneee! xoxo

I suddenly had a profound feeling of nostalgia. I sifted thru wattpad and checked some old conversations and posts and felt a small pang. I realized how much we've all grown — either for the best or the worst; together or apart. At this point in our lives, we (most of us) are approaching our coming of age, and it's crazy to think that we all just used to be naive and carefree. Wherein the only thought running in our heads were to write for one's self and share it with the world despite the quality, and interacted and made friends along the way and shared common interest and venture together from there on. My point is.. Life is ever-changing, and it's scary to think about it. I'll be in college soon and I don't think I'll ever be ready for the next chapter in my life. I'm not ready to gain and lose things — my passion for writing and among many things; the people I've met here and in real life; the direction that I used to have established; and myself.
          
          To be honest, I don't have a proper conclusion to this mushroom of a long-winded post. I literally just felt the need to write this for some reason — who knows if I'll regret posting this tomorrow. But.. I do hope to anyone who related to this post — feeling scared of the uncertainties that lie ahead — this may be useless, but, just know you're not alone. We'll cross this foggy bridge someday and see the other side.
          
          That is all for the post, thank you for listening to a delirious Cathy rambling about passions and life, she really should not be having this existential crisis at this hour because gods do you know what time it is here??? Anyway, that is all for now; till the next post ig :]
          
          Sincerely,
          Cathy (gods stop writing more to procrastinate on sleep????)