Selbarm

this might be a permanent hiatus and Goodbye.
           I may never finish this fanfic. 
          My mental heath and my physical health is declining. 
          Im in pain almost every day and drawing makes it worse. 
          I have ruff drafts of my next chapter's of my fanfic. 
          but im not posting it. 
          I keep on getting bullied online by many people on different platforms. 
          the last person who cyber bullied me. 
          made me just finally give up.  
          Im not just stopping my fanfic but Im not drawing art to, no one reads my fanfic or anyone who does read knows it's badly written. 
          Im sorry to anyone who liked this fanfic or liked my artwork. 
          I might delete this account later. 
          but now Im to depressed and in pain to learn how to.. to try... 
          Sayōnara , Bye :'(

I’ve been crying all night long I’m so depressed.... no friends I’m so lonely ... I was cyber bullied again.... work was stressful... I had to clean Beer and vinegar mixed together....I almost threw up... I can’t stop crying...i hate living 

So I’m a little sad right now it’s like my Fanfic was completely gotten rid of in the tags! it’s like you can’t even find it anymore! I’ve tried everything nothing works! someone help me!  ;A; 
          I’m so sad I worked so hard on this fanfic. ...
          I know I’m not a good writer. And someone probably reported me because they didn’t like me.. that’s my only guess...
          I’ve already been very sad lately for many reasons. Like my internet life I got myself into a sad argument that made me get blocked. I’m told it’s all my fault. 
          And another my family keeps on going to the hospital. I had to drive my sister to the hospital in the middle of the night. Then my car keeps on Breaking down. And my cleaning work is already terrible. I don’t know what to do. 

Updated my fanfic I should be happy but I have a headache  I’m not sure what I’m doing this took me all day to write ✍️ I’m tired inside 

Sorry been very busy with life right now I’m even busy now getting ready for work :( I’m writing a new chapter soon but I don’t know when it will come out. I still need to proofread it but my reading and writing skills aren’t the best. I still want to read the fanfics I see in my updates written by good authors but I haven’t had the time to read yet. 

Yay my neighbor Kenny survived the surgery! Kenny still in pain but there letting him go home to recover! Hopefully Kenny will live! ^^ 
          Nobody read my fanfic I don’t see any likes but I’m happy Kenny’s alive! ❤️

I don’t think anyone likes my fanfic. Maybe I took to long to post. But maybe I should wait longer? But now I can’t even think about that my neighbor who I used to babysit is in the hospital. Kenny might die from surgery. I remember when he was a baby. I’m so sad...I just can’t read anything not even fanfic’s 

I updated my fanfic! 
          This time it's Donald and Daffy on there arguing on there detective adventure to find the lost heart's! Oh and Mugman is in the chapter somewhere! :'D

Wanted to post new chapter but internet very bad where I live. Bad day tonight coworker wanted to cut my pockets of my vest. I told them I’d slap them if they did and they still wanted to cut my pockets. He laughed at me and said it a compulsion and he can’t help himself. I told him I have ptsd. I’m he still wouldn’t stop stop till I told him I’d tell management. He told me not to tell them. I told him I will if you do it again. I wasn’t going to tell management but later my manager Andrea asked if I was ok. I was so shaken up I told her I wasn’t ok that I’m scared  they where going to come for me.... Did I do the right thing? By telling? 

Why is it every time I tell myself I’m going to type something for my fanfic something bad happens... for the past two days I’ve been sick with sore throat and bad headaches. At least it happened on my days off of work. But man I don’t want to get sick again on the Easter holidays I have to work! Easter is full of Candy loving animals who invade the stores only to make messes of Candy wrappers in the restrooms for me to clean and cute stuff plushie bunnies  that I want to hug. Yes I’m a cleaner janitor in retail store. What could be better then this? Nothing...