T h e R a b b i t

I joined this site over 6 years ago 
          That’s CRAZY dudes
          :o

Will I ever post consistently again?
          
          Maybe 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Also maybe not tho?
          
          Idk man this whole sharing my writing with the internet stuff is kinda intimidating since I’ve gone through a lot more therapy (realized I was trauma dumping and went through a lot of messed up crap) 
          
          Also I don’t really connect with my writing anymore, it feels like I’m not making new interesting things and I want to keep stuff FRESH for y’all 
          
          I might post a like… “get to know me!!!” Type thing where I just kinda info dump about my life and who I am and why I am the way I am, so… idk maybe maybe not
          
          If I just stay silent know that I still love all of you and think of this beautiful site and the people I met here every single day <3

Okay I can’t post an actual video or any memes or anything so use your imagination for me:
          
          Melanie Martinez’s “Death” plays (the chorus part- “I’m back from the dead back from the dead”) as I (dirty, smelly, unstable, etc) vigorously wiggle around and try to write fanfics (Steddie mostly) and drink orange juice (I’m allergic to oranges)
          
          
          Wish me luck babes besties and bros, cuz if I’m going back down it will likely be silent and without warning : )

[ l o a d i n g  m e s s a g e . . . ]
          
          Hey Rabbits,
          
          In less than 10 days I start to process of being assessed and diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) or Otherwise Specified Dissociative Disorder (OSDD)
          
          I’m starting this journey on the 21st of March.
          
          It’s a very scary and intimidating experience for me so I hope everything goes okay- I kinda nervous the doctor won’t listen to me or try to understand me.
          
          That’s all for now, have a nice day Rabbits!
          Lots of love, 
          ScrambledRabbit
          
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[ l o a d i n g  m e s s a g e . . . ]
          
          Hey rabbits!
          Good news today, I’ve been on Testosterone for a MONTH!!
          This is great!!!
          
          That’s all for now!
          
          Peace out rabbits!
          
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[ m e s s a g e  l o a d i n g . . . ]
          
          New user name, and profile pic.
          Almost a complete aesthetic change.
          
          Hope it’s not too terrible.
          
          Have a nice day, companions.
          
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I hath returned

Daaaaaaaaad?

hi

can you please be my wattpad dad?