SUSURRXUS

Doing a total revamp. Unfortunately I don't like how a lot of the people here act in my comment sections. Absolutely not aimed at anyone in particular, as theres been more situations than I can count. 
          	
          	I was originally removed from this platform due to mass reporting from children who shouldn't have been in this space to begin with. So in a way I'm doing them a favour and backing out again. How ironic 
          	
          	All of my fanfiction here will be removed and if anyone wishes to read them you can locate them on AO3 under my same userhandle used here. 
          	
          	In the meantime I will be completely removing myself from the fanfiction sphere as I feel like it's gotten so much meaner than it was 5 years ago when I first started writing lol. 
          	
          	Any 18+ authors who write short original erotica, look out cuz imma be reading everything and making friends with you all 
          	
          	I'm aware I may loose followers from this but it's the circle of life and people move on, I'll cherish the brief spotlight fanfiction gave me and those who supported me though it. Thank you!

SUSURRXUS

@ManticoreGalaxy you don't no, there aren't any restrictions other than making you aware that there is adult content. Here is a link you can use https://archiveofourown.org/works/15477102/chapters/35928342
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ManticoreGalaxy

Question, do you need to make a ao3 account to read your works. I’m looking and found heat but can’t read it 
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kxgane

Sucks you gotta deal with that but I'm glad there's still a space we can read your works, I'll definitely add back ur books on AO3 
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assdestroyer3000

NOOO GIRL WHY DID U DELETE HEAT IT WAS MY FAVORITE STIRY IF ALL TIME PLSSSS

SUSURRXUS

@assdestroyer3000 Hiya, it isn't deleted forever, if you read my last announcement you'll see all my fics are still available on AO3 
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AmalBoussaid

Hey sorry for annoying you i just started reading you book called "heat" 3 days ago and i got the notification that you removed all your books but i really wanna finish that one so when i tried to look for it in AO3 i couldn't find it and all the stories there written by you are updated in 2018~2019 so i'm just asking if there's any possibility i can finish you book "heat | bakudeku'' somehow. Thank you.

Carrie798

Hi, idk if u already found it on ao3 or not, but I figured out that the book is under a name called “Mina Ashido approves of this ship”! Again, idk if you found it or if I’m being a nuisance, but I’m just trying to help here. Sorry for it being so late as a response haha
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SUSURRXUS

Doing a total revamp. Unfortunately I don't like how a lot of the people here act in my comment sections. Absolutely not aimed at anyone in particular, as theres been more situations than I can count. 
          
          I was originally removed from this platform due to mass reporting from children who shouldn't have been in this space to begin with. So in a way I'm doing them a favour and backing out again. How ironic 
          
          All of my fanfiction here will be removed and if anyone wishes to read them you can locate them on AO3 under my same userhandle used here. 
          
          In the meantime I will be completely removing myself from the fanfiction sphere as I feel like it's gotten so much meaner than it was 5 years ago when I first started writing lol. 
          
          Any 18+ authors who write short original erotica, look out cuz imma be reading everything and making friends with you all 
          
          I'm aware I may loose followers from this but it's the circle of life and people move on, I'll cherish the brief spotlight fanfiction gave me and those who supported me though it. Thank you!

SUSURRXUS

@ManticoreGalaxy you don't no, there aren't any restrictions other than making you aware that there is adult content. Here is a link you can use https://archiveofourown.org/works/15477102/chapters/35928342
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ManticoreGalaxy

Question, do you need to make a ao3 account to read your works. I’m looking and found heat but can’t read it 
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kxgane

Sucks you gotta deal with that but I'm glad there's still a space we can read your works, I'll definitely add back ur books on AO3 
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SUSURRXUS

Lol just had to report like 3 readers stating that they're under the age of 13 reading my 18+ stuff. I'm going god's work at this point 

_luvchan_luvstay_

@SUSURRXUS I’m not under 13 anymore, but I did start reading when I was around 11 and I was and still am very mature- this was many years ago tho and I wasn’t reading smut or anything just making friends and reading fantasy stories. I’m not sure if that counts tho lol
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LUVXPOTIONS

@SUSURRXUS .... damn- under 13, that's like actually sickening.
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fat_bitch_p

I hate that you’ve moved from fanfiction and this is already happening to you again. You are in fact doing gods work lmao
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SUSURRXUS

Lmao guys guys guess what? Y'know how I didn't have any motivation blah blah blah and how the rest of my life has seemingly crumbled around me and everything is a noisy, messy, and chaotic place 24/7 now? 
          
          Yeah I'm Autistic with some spicy ADHD 
          
          This just in. 
          
          So ummm. 
          
          I've quit my job and I'm working on other streams of income. My partner bought me a new laptop for my 21st and Google docs has never ran so smooth. I can't say I'll be doing fanfiction again but I will probably use this place for beta testing short erotic fiction so maybe expect some changes here and there when I get round to it. 
          
          In hindsight I genuinely just thought I was being a soft crybaby this entire time but being told that this is due to the overstimulation of everything and obvs being undiagnosed and masking 24/7... It out a strain on me so hopefully I can bounce back and do what I actually love. 
          
          See ya!

fat_bitch_p

Hey man! Haven’t talked to you in a while. It’s good to hear this from you. I’m glad you got diagnosed and feel comfortable enough to tell us. We’re here for u <3
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Itskeph

@SUSURRXUS glad to hear you’re sorting stuff out :) you’re health and your happiness will always come first so take all the time you need!! and know we’ll all support you no matter what!
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AlwaysBFFR

I’m glad you feel content enough with us to share that. I’ve stayed followed to you because I admired your works. Though I’ll be a bit sad they won’t be long stories anymore, I support all of your decisions. Stay safe and PLEASE, for the love of god, stay more focused on your mental health than us. There’s millions of books on this website. Your not the only one that can satisfy our needs. Congrats on unmasking yourself and letting the true you shine. Have a blessed week. 
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SUSURRXUS

IMPORTANT MESSAGE
          
          I guess it's become pretty apparent that my presence here is now nonexistent and nothing has been updated despite countless promises to do so.
          
          I've failed in that regard. I just don't have the spark for this anymore. Everytime I have a night alone without my partner I always open up my laptop with the intention of writing a chapter for at least SOMETHING. But I can't. I don't remember how to anymore. What Im able to produce in rare moments isn't good. Mediocre. And I'm not happy to give out that kind of content. I've lost my passion for this. I don't remember how most of the characters from MHA sound or act anymore. I can barely remember the plot. 
          
          I'm sure some of you might have noticed but I have removed and edited sections of HEAT to omit the idea of arcs all together. All of arc two that was released has been unpublished. Not deleted I might add so there is hope. I have removed the idea that this story continues beyond the first arc. It is a standalone book now. I do this because I know it will be a very very long time before Im able to type out something I'm happy with and I know how annoyed I would be if I started a fanfic here only to find it hasn't been updated in god knows how many years. So for this I am removing that content and allowing people to experience heat only as the first arc. A very happy ending. 
          
          I won't be deleting my account or changing anything else but I will be on an indefinite hiatus. I might reply to comments here and there as I do still have the app. 
          
          Who knows, maybe I'll get my tablet out from wherever it is and start up doing graphics again since that's pretty much where I started here haha
          
          It was lovely writing here and I hope to be back soon with better content. Until then I wish you all a lovely day and I love every moment I've experienced with you all <3

idony_is_trash

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@SUSURRXUS It's okay! Your works are so amazing and so much hard work is put into it! You deserve a break, fuck people who are impatient! They can sit back and read other books, but care about yourself and your life and the people you love! You deserve a break any day. Get some you time and time with your partner! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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-itslarry

@SUSURRXUS hi sweetie, it’s okay, don’t worry. please take care of yourself <3333
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AlwaysBFFR

@SUSURRXUS so basically, your taking a break? that's fine, we waited this long, we can CLEARLY wait for better books. thank you for all the wonderfufl books you've made. they're wonderful! i dont even know how your going to make better books when the others are perfect! we'll miss you! have a lovely day.
            
            -All Your Followers. (if they're all fine with this <33)
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SUSURRXUS

Ya boy has covid (Omicron variant). I feel extremely under the weather and feel very stuffy but it's not too bad at the moment. Ill be isolating in my childhood room at my parents house and hopefully I can use that time to write a little. I haven't for so long and I need to get something done. Hopefully there will be something out by Tuesday next week!

xaeqmi

@SUSURRXUS Feel better soon!! I hope it's only a mild case and not the type that basically put me on my death bed. Feel better! ♡
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jwheat9712

@SUSURRXUS I'm sorry that this happened to you, I hope you feel better.
            Good news by the way, I am soon going to write my first story.
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saintsivally

@SUSURRXUS I hope you feel better soon! ❤️
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