ᴋɪsᴍᴇᴛ 🌈✨

HERE'S THE OTHER BEFORE I PEACEFULLY FUCK OFF:
          
          in the shadow of your sin
          i lingered
          a martyr to your fevered dream
          your touch
          a sacred sacrilege  
          a baptism in a darkened stream
          
          love, in your embrace I faltered 
          a moth to the flame of your ire 
          each kiss
          a curse,
          a revelation
          a prayer set alight in the fire
          
          you wore your sorrow like a shroud
          a beauty draped in the macabre
          and I in my rapture
          followed
          a pilgrim to your haunted abbey
          
          in the echo of your laughter
          i heard the tolling of the bell
          a requiem for the fallen 
          a testament to the tales you tell
          
          i suppose that you are a horror
          but oh, 
          how you love with a fervor
          wiith the passion of the damned and lost  
          in a world that denies you a savior
          
          so let us dance 
          in the garden of ruin
          where the roses bleed 
          with each thorn
          for in the arms 
          of a lover like you
          i am reborn
          i am reborn.
          
          ~/ ressurection |
          
          (*based off of “Work Song” by Hozier*)
          
          *peacefully fuxcks off*

ISTFFFG I WRITE TOO MUCH POETRY 
          
          alrr here's one,, DONUT JUDGE
          
          i suppose you can be a bit gruesome
          if you were a good enough lover
          like the dark swell of the ocean’s womb
          or a storm-battered lighthouse shudder
          
          in the chapel of 
          our flesh and bone
          we confessed
          with tongues like fire
          and the hymns we sang 
          to a god unknown
          echoed deep but higher
          
          you were the tempest
          fierce and wild
          an altar of roses and thorns
          a requiem sung 
          by a desperate child
          for love that’s reborn and torn
          
          with a kiss that cuts 
          like winter’s breath
          you carved your name 
          in my heart
          a symphony sung 
          by the hands of death
          a masterpiece pulled apart
          
          in the garden where sinners kneel
          we planted our sorrow and sin
          and the roses grew with a thorny zeal
          where salvation and pain begin
          
          for in the shadows where angels weep,
          and demons dance to the hymn
          there lies the secret that lovers keep
          in the heart of the darkened dream
          
          you were gruesome 
          yet so divine
          a saint with a sinner’s plight
          and in the madness of love’s design
          we found our ruinous light
          
          so burn me alive with your tender rage
          consume me in passion’s pyre
          for in this tale of love’s savage stage
          we’re both the sin and the choir
          
          
          ~/ arsonist | 
          
          what can i say—

HEYYY EVERYONE 
          
          GUESS WHO'S BACK
          
          BACK AGAIN 
          
          it's me THE FUCKIN LOSER Y'ALL LOVE
          
          well im awesome,, who caresss lol
          
          AS U CAN SEE I AM UHH IDK KINDA FEELING MYSELF RN
          
          NOT RLLY I FEEL EMPTY SO LET'S COVER THAT UP BY BEING FKING NARCISSISTIC LMAO IM JK(not rlly)
          
          ALRR UHH WHAT DO I SAY
          
          ok so NUMBER ONE 
          
          IM GONNA TRY TO LIMIT MY KEYBOARD SMASHESSS YAYYYYY :D
          
          WHY ?!? COZ I FIND IT ANNOYING LIKE WTF IS THE PURPOSE,, KISMET ?!? I MEAN Y'ALL WHO DO IT ARE FREE TO DO SO BUT LIKE,, UGRHRHHR I JUST FIND MY SELD ANNOYING WHEN I DO THAT,, LIKE I REREAD ALL MY MESSAGES AND LIKE,, girll wtf did u even say ☠️
          
          so BASICALLY IMA TRY NOT TO GO “HEIDHSBASJBXZJ” 24/7 EVEN IF IT'S MY EVERYDAY MOOD
          
          I CANT WRITE LOWERCASE ESPECIALLY WHEN IM WITH PPL I FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH SOOO yeaa sorry I CANT LIMIT THIS
          
          if I DO WRITE LOWERCASE,, THEN YK WHAT IT MEANS : IM SAD AND I AM NOT INTERESTED TO TALK TO ANYONE SO FUK OFF
          
          not all the time,, BUT MOSTLY YES
          
          ANYGAYYYYY
          
          IT'S 8PM HERE SOOOO GOODNIGHT TO THE FELLOW TIME ZONES,, AND GOODMORNING TO THE ONES WHO ARE DIFFERENT. HOPE U HAVE AN AWESOME DAY/NIGHTT,, I LOVE U ALL LOTS,, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF COZ I CARE SOOOOOO MUCH,, OKI ? OKI. 
          
          DRINK SOME SNACKS
          
          EAT SOME H20 BITCH 
          
          ILYYYYY!!! TILL TOMORROW !!! Ngl i just feel like reading Larry fics and writing poetry rn i dont feel like socializing so yeaa
          
          MWAH,,, LOVEU
          
          all the love
          
          kisUCKMAHDICK
          
          jk sorry to my innocent/religious/clean friends
          
          xxxxx
          
          (*OK IS THIS BETTER IM BEING LESS CHAOTIC STOP*)

honest answer,, AM I SERIOUSLY NOT EVEN A BIT ANNOYING ?!? LIKE,, MY RANDOM KEYBOARD SMASHES 
          ( DHUSHSHSHSHSJKSNFBDMSMMSM) AND HOW I TYPE IN CAPSLOCK AND HOW I,, JUST OVERALL ME. OVERALL,, IS KISMET ANNOYING LMAO RANDOM BUT PLS HONESTLY WHATCHU ALL THINK

u want another poem?
          
          no?
          
          fuck off.
          (jkjk i love u)
          
          im the greatest mistake
          that has ever been made
          a blooming wound
          in the world's tender shade
          i wear my crowns
          of rose and thorns
          in the mirror's gaze
          im both blessed and scorn
          shimmering stars
          quake at my feet
          yet i tremble within 
          by reason's defeat
          
          observe my visage
          so striking,
          so grand
          a marble sculpture 
          with trembling hands 
          i am the echo
          of a lion's fierce roar 
          whispered soft
          through half closed doors
          
          there's a myth spun
          from threads of golden lies
          yet a truth in the tears
          that wet my brazen eyes
          in the dance of my vanity
          i am grace
          yet haunted by 
          the ghost of disgrace
          this light blinds as much
          as it saves 
          such a king of hearts
          yet bound by slaves
          my voice proclaims 
          a beauty unmatched
          yet within
          my soul is detached 
          
          for i am both the mirror
          and the smoke
          a tyrant's heart
          warmed by a cloak
          the world's applause
          is a hollow sound
          for it cannot heal
          where i am bound
          a saviour's touch
          in the dark i seek
          but lost in the abyss
          i dare not speak
          so see me now
          the proudest bloom
          in this gilded cate
          i am my tomb
          the fairest form 
          with the frailest core
          i am a paradox
          forever at war
          
          i am a living dream
          that begins to fade
          
          im the greatest mistake
          that has ever been made.
          
          
          ~/ the egotist's uncertainty | 
          
          (* this is a part of script dialogue i wrote for a play. so it's a bit long*)
          
          EPISODE 5 OF MY SHITTY POETRY EVERYONE,, BWHAHAHAH.
          
          hope u like it. dont judge,, im not that good.

I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW, WISH ME LUCK LUV

CUTIE

what a coincidence, i’m your 114th follower and you’re my 114th follower as well

HAIIIII CUPCAKES/EDGELORDS
          
          I AM FOOKING BACK 
          
          and uhh I feel a bit better now so yeap
          
          ANYGAY GUYS GUESS WHAT
          
          i think my crush doesn't actually like me back woww nice,, so what
          
          OH MY GOSH IS THAT ALL I HAVE TO SAY ??? OMG THAT'S PATHETIC
          
          haha NOPE
          
          I LOVE YOUUUU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUU
          
          also I LOVE YOU
          
          did i say I LOVE YOU
          
          coz I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO SOO MUCH
          
          and i appreciate you being hereee :>
          
          SOOO TAKE CARE OF URSELF ALL THE TIME AND DONT HESITATE TO TALK TO ME OR TO SOMEONE WHEN SMTH IS BUGGIN UR MIND OKIE
          
          ONLY IF U WANT ! :)
          
          *Clears throat in homosexual*
          
          NAH COZ I ACTUALLY DID IT
          
          anygay
          
          honest answer
          
          if i left or smth like that and you'd never see me again
          
          would u miss meಠಿ⁠_⁠ಠ
          
          PAHAHAHAHA ofcOURSE YOU WOULD Y'ALL LOVE ME
          
          ok nah im kiddin
          HONEST REACTION,, OKAY ?!
          
          anygay
          
          HAVE AN AWESOME DAY/NIGHTTT LOVIESS,, SWEET DREAMS TO THE SLEEPING ONES AND SLEEP WELL TO THE ONES THAT SHOULD BE SLEEPING AND GOODMORNING TO THE ONES WHO JUST WOKE UPPP
          
          like me LMAO IT'S SO LATE IT'S LIKE 9:23 AM HERE
          
          anygayy
          
          IG THAT'S ALL,, I HAVE A BUNCHA MESSAGES TO REPLY TO
          
          brbbbb bbyyyy I LOVEUUUU DRINK A SNAKK AND EAT SOME WATERRRR
          
          i love u
          
          ALL THE LOVE
          
          kisMACKDATBOOTY
          
          oh my gosh wtf—
          
          xxxx
          
          (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)⁠♥

heyy guys ik y'all have left TONS of messages for me but i dont think i can reply till tomorrow :>
          
          im just rlly pissed sad and frustrated is all
          
          guys,, palestine is not in the google map no more yk
          
          and yea so much more worldly problems idk
          
          yea,, i love u ,, pls stay safe and take care. goodnight. i promise,, tomorrow.
          
          FREE PALESTINE