I write anonymously to give a voice to my inner child. The child I was - the one silenced by a narcissistic, emotionally abusive 'mother'. 

Here, you'll find raw, unfiltered and honest writing in many forms: diary entries, poems, fragmented memories, harsh truths and applied learning. I don't stick to one style or structure, but then again, trauma rarely does. Alike to myself, my writing style continues to grow. 

Don't expect consistency...

It's about time I started being true with myself.

This page is for survivors of emotional neglect, narcissistic abuse, dysfunctional families and generational trauma. I guess, for anyone healing as best as they can... piece by piece.

If you're just here because you're purely a sadist and want to get off on my misfortune then I can't really stop you. Karma will always prevail. 



Disclaimer: Names and identifiable details may be altered for anonymity and safety. This is a lived experience project.

Support is available 24/7. If you are struggling, please reach out. It's never too late. A problem halved is a problem shared - providing it is someone receptive. Please don't suffer in silence, support is out there and people are waiting to help. 

UK readers: You can contact Samaritans for free at 116 123, or visit www.samaritans.org.
Alternatively,  text 'Shout' to 85258. For a conversation via typed message.
If your life is at imminent risk, please call 999 for immediate help.

Outside the UK? Please search for a local mental health or crisis helpline in your country - support is waiting and you deserve it.