Rebel of Reality

Guys, I'll be deleting EVERY book. Because I have lacked interest in them. Also, I have so many ideas to write on. Hope you guys understand and unfollow me if you like. I really don't mind. 

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
          
          IT'S A ME
          
          MARI-O
          
          tho my cap is Blue by some odd reason =^=

"Admin?" Thetah called out from behind the door as she knocked on it gently.
          
          No response.
          
          "Admin...?" She softly muttered, opening the door, to find Nyannie under a pile of bedsheets in the dark.
          "Nyannie isn't here." She said in a sad, muffled tone. "She's in Blanketville."
          
          Thetah flashed a bitter smile and sighed deeply, walking towards her and crouching down to her sitting height. "D0es Nyannie want t0 retire 0ut 0f Blanketville?" She asked, slightly amused.
          
          The shorter female shook her head and sulked even more into the bedsheets, making the oldest Hyperb sister sigh once more and sit next to her. "Want me t0 call h//im?" She said in a cheeky, moschievous tone as she poked the blankets.
          
          Suprisingly, Nyannie buried herself into the blankets even deeper, as if se didn't care. "Go ahead. I don't even know what's good and bad anymore, Thetah."
          
          Thetah widened her eyes and bit her lip for a few moments before stiffening as she felt Nyannie lean against her gently. "Wh//at's wr0ng n0w, l0ve?" She cooed soothingly, in a motherly tone as she wrapped her arms around the female in a tight hug.
          
          "Can...you give me advice on..on...y'know...love?" Nyannie said through the bedsheets as she popped her face out slightly, an unreadable expression on her face. 
          
          The oliveblood lent out a giggle and looked down at her. "Wh//y w0uld y0u need TH//AT?"
          
          "Because my heart is shattered and I don't know how to fix it."
          
          "......Admin,l0ve, did h//e...?"
          
          Nyannie nodded and stiffled a sob as she buried her face on the blankets once more. With a defeated sigh, Thetah wrapped her arms around her even tighter. "Sh//ush//, it'll be alrigh//t. Y0u'll find y0ur match// at th//e righ//t time."
          
          "B-But, I love him, Thetah. I...can't...can't..."
          
          "Sh//h//h//. En0ugh//. Rest f0r n0w, alrigh//t?" Thetah said before feeling the female snooze on her shoulder, snoring quietly.
          
          With yet another defeated sigh, she combed the sleeping female's locks and smiled bitterly. "Rest y0ur weary h//eart..."

If ya guys need me, I'll be fixing my bio.
          
          Thankies.

My.....attempt failed.
          
          Last night, I planned all of it. Tied the rope by the hook, wrote a suicide note and stood on a chair, waiting for all of this to end.
          
          Waiting for the time, where everyone will finally be happy.
          
          Without me.
          
          I already hung the noose around my neck and tried to kick the chair off from under my feet-
          
          But, I stopped. At first, I was screaming to myself to stop being such a fucking wuss and die already.
          
          But, I couldn't.
          I didn't move.
          
          Everyone. Every one of you guys, popped out from my head. All your happy, smiling faces and contagious laughs rang onto my ears.
          
          My soul. It was burning, begging, for me to stop being so coward and weak.
          It tried reasoning with me. That everyone could find different ways of being happy without me.
          
          But, I didn't believe it. I knew, that you guys were all that I needed to be happy. Ignore sadness, I could let joy control over my life if I can.
          
          I stopped, and removed the noose around my neck and untied the rope, threw it to the ground and crouched on the floor, crying for a few minutes, thinking how idiotic I was to try and do that.
          
          But, a bittersweet smile was on my face. That was all I needed.
          
          Zoey, Vivi, Psy, Arlene, Kate....everyone. Everyone's happy faces were reflecting against my own.
          
          I..actually chuckled for a few minutes to myself before sniffling and standing up, crumpling the suicide note and throwing it out the window.
          
          Before walking outside, ready to faca any damn obstacle.
          
          With everyone, by my side.

@NyanPinkIcing 
          NO! Suicide is never the answer! You're too important to give up just because you were unfortunate to be surrounded by fucktards. Please talk to someone about this. Don't feel obligated to kill yourself because people are too fucking blind to see the amazing person that you are!

Jaquelle..?

Oh, look! Its that time of the year again!
          
          *throws roses and chocolates in a bonfire and pours kerosene all over it*
          
          Bloody hell to Valentines Day.

Me during a test:
          
          "Okay, test number 12. What does the acronym WHO mean?"
          
          .....
          
          *stares at line and blinks*
          
          *writes Water Hula-Hooping Octopus*
          
          YUP. XD

CAN I JUST SAY:                I can NEVER get your username right