Hey everyone!
I'm here not with an upload
I got my inter results today
I passed!
But I got less marks
What can I do, I studied my ass off everyday, balancing my time for everything, but my parents are disappointed in me, my mom said I'm her headache, they asked me whether I'll score atleast pass marks in upcoming entrance exam.
It's ok, I know no one believes me
I'm untrustworthy
All my life time, all I prayed for, in these 15 years, to God, all I asked is for people who loves me, who believes me, who trust me, and maybe luckily I get them, but also they leave me after giving me double hatred from the happiness I got, they say they will be with me till end, and I end up being alone, after getting into high school I got two friends who loves me, but unfortunately I got separated from them when we had section shufflings, I was all alone, and now we have to separate again for our future, I just hope they'll not forget me like others did.
I feel insecure in my own house with parents and elder sis, I was happy when my sis got selected in campus selection and got a job, I ate her brain that day, but now she didn't bother to ask how much I scored.
I'm scared
I wanna die
I wanna stop doing everything what I'm doing
I know no one will reply me
What am I even telling?
Why am I telling these all to you
Maybe I just want someone to hear these out
So that my heart can have a piece of stone out
I'm very sorry for wasting your time
I feel devastated