NicholasNicoBrown

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NicholasNicoBrown

Countdown will begin soon <3

Math_Fantasia

Hey Nick! How are you? I really want to re-read your book. Idk, why I love "Heartbeat' so much that I don't have enough time to sleep after getting back from work yet I check Wattpad daily if I received any texts from you or any updates regarding the sequel. Ik you are busy and have things to do. I hope whatever you are going through will go away ❤️! Thank you for writing the wonderful book. I'm waiting for the sequel  love you! 

NicholasNicoBrown

Hi!! I’m still here (:
            There are two things I’ll post real soon, one of them is the sequel, so you won’t have to wait much longer, promise ❤️
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NoviOriginal

I would like to thank you. Last year January of 2022 I wrote to you telling you how much I loved your book, and I want to say thank you again for those wonderful memories.  I recently saw your goodbye message and I never thought I’d see a goodbye from one of my favorite authors. I understand that people go through things that you’d never know about unless they talk about it. I sometimes forget that. I hope the things that hurt you go away and that you’ll heal. I hope you find happiness and be content with life. I hope you gain hope that you will reach all your goals. You and other writers have inspired me to write and I thank you for that. I sometimes loose motivation and forget people actually care if I upload or not but I’m working on it. You made such a big difference in my life even though you aren’t aware of it. I hope to see you come back one day. Not just to write but to show you’re doing better. Please take care of yourself. I wish you well

cduartee

I’m really happy you are posting the sequel, but to be honest i’m sad it’s gonna be your last book from you , and that you are leaving wattpad. I know you don’t wanna write anymore but honestly you were always my favorite author on this app. And if by chance you do come back , a miracle  . You would always have us , the wattpad community. To read your magnificent, and brilliant stories . Especially me ! . You don’t understand how much of a gift you have , and the impact you had on me and others on this app. If only i could convince you to stay , and continue giving us your amazing books . But that would definitely be selfish of me . But just know when you do come back , i will be here !!! 
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NicholasNicoBrown

Hi there. I remember that message (:
            Thank you so much for being so kind. It means so so much to me, you have no idea.
            You’re right; I don’t know if I had any impact on anyone—working on believing it when I read it or hear it said to me. Truth is, I don’t know a lot of things. 
            And I’m not gone yet, so that goodbye message, while true, lacked one thing: the promise I made to those five who read heartbeat and enjoyed it. I made a promise and I intend to keep it (I’ve an issue with promises, tldr. Sufficed to say I don’t break them). So thank you again for such a lovely message. I for one care of you write or not. I think anyone who wishes to do so should, regardless. So I hope you keep doing it if it brings you peace or joy or anything good.
            My life is…tricky. Kinda like my brain. And while I know I need to accept certain things, others I just cannot recover from just yet. 
            All this to say that the goodbye message was poorly timed, since I have one more promise I need to keep. Then I get to go (:
            
            Be safe, and thank you again. It was wonderful to open Wattpad and be surprised by so much kindness.
            
            ~Nico ❤️
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RiverOfUnhappiness

I miss reading your books, I always remember how excited I am to go back home just to read heartbeat and how I used to hide under my blanket  while reading it. It's just so heartwarming how far you've come, but still your book is a big part of me when I was in high school. I was I think in 10th grade when I first read heartbeat and I'm in college now, can you believe it  and I still remember everything like it was yesterday. And for real, the only reason why I still haven't delete my wattpad is because you follow me and that's my biggest flex of all time. 
          
          Congrats on everything, like my message from you 3 years ago, I would like to say it again
          "You're awesome" ♥️
          
          -Chloe 

NicholasNicoBrown

Hey there! I just love that, thank you for sharing that with me, it made my night ❤️
            I was thinking about how long it’s been too, tbh. I’m going to upload this…thing soon, and as I was writing part of it I had to stop and redo the math because I got it wrong. 
            Don’t delete the app just yet, maybe? 
            
            And thank you for the “awesome”. Not sure I deserve it but it feels lovely to have someone say it (: 
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Psy16R

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@NicholasNicoBrown
           Hey there. Sorry for badgering you. Really fucking hope you see your conversation wall one last time and by extension, this message:)
           I would be immensely thankful if you could check your inbox for a message from me (someone who's at their wits' end trying to reach you), if it's possible

NicholasNicoBrown

@Psy16R hi there! checking (:
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NicholasNicoBrown

Hi guys.
          
          I’ve been meaning to write this for a long time, but somehow I couldn’t find the words for it. I still can’t, but I do need to do this, so here we are.
          
          I appreciate you all more than I’ll ever be able to convey. You’ve no idea.
          
          Time is tricky, though. And most definitely finite. So this is a thank you post, as well as a goodbye.
          
          Truth is, my life is not the life I wanted, my brain will always override my heart whenever is most inconvenient, and that’s okay. I’ll take it. I accept that some things are just not meant to be lived or known. But I can’t write about my wishes and my hopes anymore. It’s too much to recover from.
          
          I’ve removed my stories. I think Defy the Stars is still up and only because it’s the one thing I can’t let go of…yet.
          
          Sorry about the sequel. To be honest, I see no need, no point, in publishing it. I also fear what it would do to me, the ending. 
          
          No, I think Thomas deserves to just…be.
          
          Thank you all for being so kind, and so very lovely.
          
          Be safe.
          
          Love,
          —Nico
          06/23/23
          
          

Fientje24

Hey Nico,
            
            Your book heartbeat is the first book I ever read on this app. And still by far the  best. It was my comfort book. I am really glad I got to read it. You are a really great writer and inspired me to start writing a little on my own. Though I’ve decided to keep my stories off Wattpad. I hope you get to pursue being the great writer you are. ❤️ 
            
            Love, Fenne
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KimJeongSoo__

@NicholasNicoBrown I'm LATE and I don't have much to say but just this: I've loved your work enough to have read it multiple times on Wattpad AND having purchased it from Nine Star Press. All I wish for you is to have a healthy and happy life cause you deserve it. Know this: I'll ALWAYS be waiting and rooting for you to achieve your dreams and make a comeback, if you ever wish for it in the future. Loads of love ❤️
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ImNotGayBUT-

@NicholasNicoBrown Thanks so much for sharing your stories with the internet. I bought the physical copy of Heartbeat recently after reading it here on Wattpad a while back and it was worth every penny.
            
            We all respect your decision and wish you well. Love ya, be safe. xx
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