★Shua★

Do what's best for you, always, always put yourself first, everyone leaves, you will always have only yourself on your side.

It has been quite a while since I came here, wow...... 2019 was so not my year, I feel bad for the old me who was living in such a sad environment and way of thinking. I can't really say I found my purpose in life, but I'm certainly happier ! 
          
          To everyone reading this, never give up, things get better, it's not always grey and rainy, you get this, I believe in you <3

People always said so easily that we need to overcome our wounds, embrace them, and accept them as part of our lives. That we need to reconcile with and forgive others to go on living. It wasn't that I wasn't aware of it. It wasn't that I didn't want to give it a try. But giving it a try didn't guarantee success. No one had taught me how. The world gave us new wounds even before the old ones could heal. Surely, no one in the world can avoid getting hurt. I was aware of that. But do we really need to get hurt this deeply? For what? Why did these things happen to us?
          
          - Hoseok from <The Most Beautiful Moment In Life>

Can I be weak for at least one person ? Every person I think of, I can’t look weak, because I just can’t.... Can I have a shoulder to cry on ? Can I be normal and be sad in front of someone ? Can I just have feelings too ? 

My classmates are the worst. They don’t know how to have respects for the others and I’m sick of it. 

“If we can rewind time, where should we go back to? Once we reach that place, can we correct all the errors and mistakes, and can we then become happy?”
          
          - Kim Seokjin

Is it normal to feel that lonely for the new year ? Feels like there’s no one to wish an happy new year, like someone’s missing in my heart. 

Sometimes, you just need to distance yourself from people.     
          
          If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.... 
          
          - Unknown