Mitchs_Microwave

Just asked ppl on my uni course if they've studied CompSci before, the only reply I get is someone promoting their insta. 
          	
          	Is this just the self-absorbed generation I live in now? 
          	
          	Didn't even answer my perfectly polite question. Bloody rude if you ask me.

Mitchs_Microwave

Just asked ppl on my uni course if they've studied CompSci before, the only reply I get is someone promoting their insta. 
          
          Is this just the self-absorbed generation I live in now? 
          
          Didn't even answer my perfectly polite question. Bloody rude if you ask me.

Cosmos_Sound

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUsHA2rYoR0
          
          its fucking real bro. Just different ppl

Cosmos_Sound

XD Just that video alone inspired me to do one of the most beautiful chapters of the story~ XD
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Mitchs_Microwave

@EnderLox_Sama FYI that video inspired me to write fanfiction. just that video alone. XD
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Mitchs_Microwave

I know XD legendary video
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meeoowface

Wow, Mitchs_Microwave. I can't believe what I am seeing. You used to make amazing stories like love and lies and now its reduced to 'random shizz' and I just... 
          I loved your books when they were good and published fairly often (1-2 times per month). Now you barely write anything but bizarre things about your life (100% fine by me though) and I truly miss old times. You actually used to talk to me, and say hi and everything, but now I feel like your just ignoring everyone in spite of not many hate comments. I still, and always will, love your stories, and I continue to be a microwaver. I hope that I will be able to see something new 
          -meeoowface.

Mitchs_Microwave

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@meeoowface Hi yeah I'm sorry and you're right.  I miss old times too, and I'm not really sure what happened. I guess I don't feel like I can be happy anymore, no matter what. I don't feel like I have anything to look forward to anymore. At school all it is, is "plan your future this" and "what career are you going onto? that" and I think I've taken all their advice the wrong way and just got... a little depressed about it? As a student of so-called above average intelligence, I feel great responsibility to do well in academic subjects... and as a result I just don't feel the love of coming up with ideas and making them into stories to put on wattpad like I used to. 
            
            Nothing's fun anymore and I feel like I only learn things because I HAVE to, not because I want to. I have no desire to do anything, and I'm afraid to say this lack of desire has consumed the creative part of me too. 
            
            I love learning and writing, don't get me wrong. But I hate school... and people... and I'm tired of waiting for the next stage in my life, the next good thing - why can't I be happy now? 
            
            What I'm trying to say is... I can't write until I'm content. I'm not happy, therefore have no desire to write. So right now I'm trying to get through each day without getting into trouble, trying to get the marks I need on my work so teachers will stay off my back, and trying not to get into arguments with people I don't want arguments with. That's how it's going to be for another year until I go to sixth form, where I can ditch all the assholes at my school and learn stuff I WANT to learn. I don't give a shit about why Hitler was popular or the key events in chapter one of Lord of the Flies or whether or not house prices are affected by Felixstowe docks.  I WANT TO FUCKING WRITE SHIT. 
            
            ._. sorry
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