The Mirage of Dreams

Ok, if you know me, you know I'm so addicted to transformers. Today marks the 83rd birthday of Peter Cullen, aka, voice of Optimus Prime. 
          Thought I'd share my favorite quote from Peter.
          
          When he was preparing to cast and apply for the role of Optimus, he told of when he spoke to his brother. Telling his brother how this character is supposed to be a hero, a leader, wise, but bold. 
          He told the audience in an interview. In order to truly be a good leader, a good hero, "Be strong enough to be gentle." Peter Cullin.
          What had been an advice line from his brother to Peter when he tried out for the role. 
          
          "Be strong enough to be gentle." Is that not itself also in a way how Christ acts in the Bible. He is an advocate, a leader, and our Savior. He was strong enough, despite human sin and mistakes. Despite how cruel humans can be, he still was gentle, compassionate, patient, and loving. If that does not itself prove our Savior to be a wondrous leader.
          
          Anyways, happy Sunday, folks. 

I updated my profile photos. What do you guys all think? I'm rather happy with them. Two things I love, my faith and trust in Christ, and Transformers. And they are both original designed photos unique to me.

Okay, still going through a lot. Believe me, I feel bad not writing as much as I used to, and I know it sucks reading something good, just for it to stop and never be updated. 
          I am now this week finishing my first semester of college, woohoo! Next month work starts up full time for me again, college will start back up for me in September. I am hoping to kinda force myself to start writing again, maybe it will help me break the stupid block I have had. I am trying hard to get back to writing as well as I used to. Because deep down I more than miss it, feeling like I was in a different world when I wrote, and able to escape reality. 
          In the meantime I am also dealing with seizure problems, some new health problem. I saw a neurologist who checked me out, they aren't entirely sure what is going on. I think it might be somehow my mind mentally breaking down or something. Don't know. I am taking medicine for the seizures, and at the same time a kinda bodily seizure that goes on in my right hand. It always happens at night when I am sleeping. 
          
          Anyways, back to the somewhat point and good news, I am uploading chapters for Nightmare Within. 
          
          In the end, at least a few good things are going, between a current on track 4.0 GPA, to a small 4% raise in my work pay. Woo hoo. I am going to look into pursuing Communications as my major of degree, I want deep down to be a speaker and author, to help share stories and persuade hope to people. I don't know for sure, but am working on figuring things out in the meantime.

Okay, guys. I know I have been quite quiet. I have rather been going through a lot over the half of this year. I've been working hard with my job, along with now having started college at the same time. 
          Not to mention I have had some medical stuff going on, still a work in progress as far as figuring out 'those' problems.
          
          However that is now why I am writing here. 
          For those who have waited this long, I have officially released the first few chapters of the fourth book to the Forever Alone series. I know it has been a long wait. Thanks to those who have been patient. I am praying I can keep going with this book and not crash on another writer block. 
          Forever A Hidden Heart. This book will take place in the TV show Robots In Disguise. Now not my favorite TV show, but I am gonna have some alterations from the actual TV show as it seemed quite a childish somewhat out of place show. 
          
          This will truly be a Trial of the Heart story for Julie. Any opinions and comments are more than welcome from my readers to help liven up ideas. I am giving this all my best.
          
          I hope my stress/ writer block will finally be broke and melted away as the ice should. In turn allow me to get back to all my other 'unfinished' projects. We shall see. In the meantime, enjoy the first 6 chapters of Forever A Hidden Heart.

hey Mira2Faith, check out my story and tell me your thoughts

Hello I like Transformers too and I like fantasy as well because it is so beautiful and dreamy. I got some ideas for new stories or inspiration, I hope you will take a look when you find the time. I got some Sideswipe and Miko, Bumblebee and Drift ideas and one idea of Cliffjumpers.

Happy Thanksgiving folks!

Hey folks, finally starting to slowly, and by slow, I mean very slowly getting back into writing. I just posted two chapters for 'Can Broken Hearts Heal?'
          I understand I also have others books I really want to get back to working on along with get back to work on the Forever series that I had going on. I have book four started, but I am currently a little stuck at the moment. 
          I have been dealing with a horrendous writer's block since about Jan this year. I am constantly thinking and hoping to get back into writing. Lately been doing some roleplay to try and refresh my ideas/inspiration. 
          I am also currently working on trying to find a job again. Trying "REALLY" hard to get a job, or else I lose my phone to my parents by Sept 1st. I have filled 5 applications so far, waiting on interviews, also hoping to get back into walking and regularly exercising. We will see. As mentally I have had a lot going on and real life has kept me on my toes. 
          In the end, let's just hope for one my nonexistent luck is on my side once and for all.

Thanks for the follow. And I saw that you saw the movie with transformers rise of the beasts. It is awesome movie. But to be honest I wish they did the bumblebee or the rise of the beasts first. Because they totally got the movies so confusing. Because Megatron left Cybertron to find the allspark and later he was frozen in the Arctic. Which that was shown in the bayverse in the first film. But now he is frozen again the second time in the bumblebee film. And I now see they may bring G-I Joe. Let's see how that will work out. And I am glad they put Unicron in the film. Finally he got his debut. Well, he was in The Last Knight. But that doesn't count. We didn't get to see his form or hear his voice.

Would you look at that...100 fellow followers. Thank you for those who have been with so far and have been patient with me. I have much I hope to accomplish here on wattpad.
          I use my own heart and emotions to flood my stories with emotion. In turn hoping to reach my readers in turn. 
          I will try my best to update as soon as I can. However, my mentality allows me.