MajaBav

I know this will be an extremely rough weekend for everyone.
          	I had no connection to Anthoine, but it hurts my heart nonetheless. 
          	I'm always here on any day if anyone needs to talk.

MajaBav

Ok relationship problems.....
          So
          I followed this fan account on Instagram (not f1 fandom) and I kinda like them. 
          And I think they may like me back.
          
          So about a month ago, I mentioned that I like F1.
          He remembered.
          He brought it up recently and it melted my heart. 
          He also lives in England, and that's where I plan on moving when I graduate high school. 
          We jokingly agreed that he would pick me up from the airport. 
          And he confirmed today in all seriousness that he would.
          
          Am i crazy?
          Is this just me being super desperate?
          
          Or is this rly happening?
          Do I actually have a crush on the other side of the world who likes me back and will come meet me at the airport when I move there?
          
          It seems like a fairytale romance. 
          He remembered all kinds of things about me.
          He followed me.
          He wished me happy birthday when I posted my bday stuff on my story
          He agreed to pick me up from the airport
          He remembered my hopes and dreams in extreme detail. (Like to every last thing. He remembered where I wanted to study, when I would be there  what team I wanted to work for and everything.)
          
          Pls tell me what u think. 
          I'm rly confused and kinda in love...

LaLa121314SaSa

@MajaBav That's soo cute.I only wish you the best, everything will be worth it for sure❤
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MajaBav

@LaLa121314SaSa that's my plan. I stayed up until 5am to say good morning to him bc we are in different time zones. And then just now we were talking and he said 'give me a few minutes. I'm kinda distracted rn and I wanna be able to give u my full attention so I can listen to everything ur saying' ❤
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MajaBav

Its Monday again
          And I know Monday's suck
          But hey
          I'm posting multiple parts today! 
          So that makes it better.
          :)
          I also just returned to my original fandom.
          ASOUE
          <3<3<3
          Love it.
          
          Ooh and my birthday is coming soon!!!
          13 days!!! 
          So yay me.
          
          Have a great day!

MajaBav

Omg 
          I know no one cares,
          But
          I'm in bed.
          And my window is open 
          And I live just off of two major streets.
          And cars race down our street all the time
          
          AND ONE JUST WENT BY AND MADE A LOUD VROOOOOOMMM SOUND 
          and I literally stopped reading to feel the slight rumbling and hear the tires roar.
          
          Ik the f1 cars prob sound way better, but I'm never going to actually be at a race, so this is the happiest I've been in a long time :) 

MajaBav

AAAAHHH
          
          Ok I have a piano exam today, and I'm so freaking nervous 
          
          I dont feel prepared
          
          This is also the last piano exam I am doing. I've been playing since 2014 (so 6 years) and my teacher has been teaching me since 2015. 5 years  
          
          
          My exam tonight is it.
          
          The end of it all.
          
          I'm sad and nervous.
          
          
          
          Please, wish me luck!