MaeBear_

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No longer talking to ppl.. only going to be reading books. Because yk ppl lie so fucking much even tho they were supposed to be there for you and hold you up so you don't fall. But nah so yea thanks for meeting me and making me happy sometimes yeaa.. ✌

_channy_

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Hmmm I haven't been here in forever and tbh reading your bio made me giggle haha bro you stole my location XD well my previous location. But what I'm tryna say is, really thank you for still being by my side even though I had shut you out cause ha you know I'm a stubborn bitch.You still stayed by my side and for that I'm really grateful, for being the awesome and selfless person you are. You are such a beautiful person. I don't know but I think if I didn't text you that night I think I would've been completely done with myself and right now even though I'm feeling so alone in this world rn you somehow manage to make me smile even if it's for a little while, funny I feel like crying over your ass again, man I feel like I really messed up everything between us but you man you stubborn ass still continued to love me and well just care for me after the shit we've been through. I remember you told me that I've been there since day one, and shit really have I? I remember all those times we just vented and talked about our own issues and emotions even if I didn't open up as much as you did I really do appreciate you opening up to me and trusting me enough to open up and I feel really honoured and now I know you may have new friends and all that shit and I'm happy for you, but I'm still trying to be that person once before I lost myself, I am still me just a very lost one but I'm still trying and I'm still trying for you. My Maevy. I am still trying. Hey and no other bitch can call her Maevy cause bitch that's my nickname. Mines. So ha find ya own. But really Maevy I love you so much , everything about you screams unique and to me you're still shining like that bright star in the night sky. You're still shining bright. I can't promise I'll be the best, or you know have the best advice but I can promise you that I'll try my best for you, I'll try my absolute best even if I am so tired I will cause you deserve the best, you do. I'm still going to be there to hold your hand. 

_channy_

I'm still going to be that shoulder for you to cry on, just tell me Maevy. But yeah I understand that we have work on it but can we try?
            Now that is outta the way -smiles- Just know you're one of the Truest Best Friends Maevy. And I know I wouldn't be here without you.  
            ~Love Always Ellie-Bear ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ 
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Im_dying_xx

It's just i felt strange. Every time i was helping ppl everytime something bad happened i would always help them out. And me my mother wanted me to delete all my conversation and stuff online she annoyed me and stressed me out and I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to react every time i try speaking to ppl about what's going on and ppl would call me names like 'pathetic'  and clingy and there was this boy that i love.. Haven't spoken to him in 11 months i love him so much.. I think i might be bi and my mom is idk! Ik this us not an excuse but everyone had friends and someone to talk to but me i have no one, i just feel lonely. I have feelings and they get hurt. Am i not allowed to have emotions? Everyone's allowed to feel and do whatever they want but i can't?? I've been trying to get back in kik but i can't figure out the password and if i ever figure it out and you and rae will hate me. Heck! You already hate me now. From day one all i wanted to do was be apart of your family, but I failed and ik there's no way getting back together so i just want you to know. I love you. 

MaeBear_

A chance? I have you 8 months! Leave me alone just stop seriously. Stop. 
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Im_dying_xx

@Im_dying_xx i do love you, u don't know how i feel. Thinking after I finally get my phone back that I'll be able to talk to my big sis. But no you didn't want me anymore you ignored me say im fake. All these different things all i ever ever wanted was to be apart of your family and just so without even giving me a chance you through me out like i was nothing 
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MaeBear_

First I’m not I don’t hate you. I don’t even date her anymore lol.. I’m sorry your mom was annoying you and you felt lonely but I really don’t need you in my life. I don’t have a family  I have two best friends tho and you don’t love me so don’t just throw that out there like that cause that’s not cool. I wish you the best of luck with your life though honestly. 
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