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MIYA CLAIM YOUR NITRO
M-MARM3LADE
M-MARM3LADE
ঔ. ⸺ ﹙SEMI-IMPORTANT﹚
ꕀ TW; ???
okay, soo. About that announcement yesterday.
She found out, but luckily enough, she didn't seem to care in the least? She seemed more disappointed than worried, which, y'know what, I'll take that.
I just wanted to say, thank you. Thank you to everyone who volunteered to chat with me, even if I didn't really reply after the first person. This really meant alot to me, to the point I can't even express it.
I'm really, genuinely thankful for you all's support, and your advice. It means the absolute world to me, honestly. I'll probably
But yeah, overall, I guess I'm okay right now? I mean, I'm not necessarily doing good, but I'm not doing that bad, either. Just existing, I guess?
Well, that's all. Thank you guys. <3
AST3R-R1SK
[ NEW MESSAGE TO @M-MARM3LADE ! ] no problem!!! i'm happy you're atleast feeling kinda better, remember to take good care of yourself pookie! remember you always have us to talk to when you're feeling down <3333333 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
-Odiul_
Nothing to thank me for Miya, only trying to care for you <3
Also I'm glad to know that you feel a little less bad now, and if the condition ever goes down again, just know my dms are always open for you, for both genuine chat and actual deep talk. Take care <3
M-MARM3LADE
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ঔ. ⸺ ﹙VENT﹚
ꕀ TW; SH
Soo... I just drew blood for the first time ^^
to say I'm fucked when my mom finds out is a understatement :D (I told her I quit but I didn't ..)
Someone hug me I'm scared I just told my dad so he could help me clean up
and I think he's gonna tell her
and holy fuck when he does I'm not gonna survive the scolding she's gonna give me chat ...
HELL IT WONT EVEN BE A SCOLDING ANYMORE--
erm !!! anyways so !!! Can someone pls chat w/ me for a distraction. Please. :3
(also, sorry. Sorry for acting all playful and none-serious despite this being really serious. I'm trying to cope </3. But genuinely I am fucked. Screwed. And done for.)
AST3R-R1SK
[ NEW MESSAGE TO @M-MARM3LADE ! ] bro the way i just wanted to jump through my screen just to give you the biggest warm hug while reading this,,.,,... i honestly don't really know how else to help but if you feel like talking to someone about your troubles, you've always got your friends with you! just know that even if you don't think so, there's still tons of people like us that care a crap ton for you & would go to the ends of the earth just for you <333333333 here's some hearts for comfort ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤!!!! p.s my bad if this just looks like a really shitty attempt at comforting lmao i'm not usually one to comfort ppl but when it comes to awesome sigmas like you i'll give my all to make you happy <3333333333
Tox1c_cuP1D
@M-MARM3LADE I honestly just suggest laying down and/or just talking to anyone. things like these take massive tolls on your health and it’s good to learn how to control that. You did great asking someone for help,even if it’s just for cleaning.
AST3R-R1SK
what does one do when they find out they kin someone from the afton family
M-MARM3LADE
@AST3R-R1SK ꕀ ,,,, Step one: Die how they died to become the I-R-L version of them /JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ
-Odiul_
MIYA MIYA GUESS WHO IS GETTING ADDED AS NUMBER 9 OF THE DOCS
M-MARM3LADE
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@M-MARM3LADE ꕀ HOLY FUCK PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUER PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUER PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUERE PERLUER PERLUERE PERLUERE SAVE ME PERLUERE SAVE ME PERLUERE IM GONNA FCOMSBUST IMS FSTKZHAGOAHZUIOGHAZUIGBAUIGBAIBGAZIG INITIATING SELF DESSTRUCTION IN FIVE FOUR ETRHEEE TWO ONE BOOOOOOOOOOOMFFFFWISSHSHSHSHHHHHHHHHHRSKKSKSKSAKSEARZ IM DEAD IPGM GONE DIM DONE FOR SEE YIUOU IN THE AFTERLIDEEFE AMUN HEARERTS EMOJIS (/hj BC ASKAKKSKAS IM JUMPING AND SCREAMING ISTG)
M-MARM3LADE
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ঔ. ⸺ ﹙SHIT-POST﹚
Mans,
lemme be frfr for a sec,,,
I.
will.
NEVER.
be.
able.
to.
understand.
how.
some.
people.
manage.
to.
be.
vulnerable-
LIKE ... THE FUCK IS THIS WITCHCRAFT ???
HOW DOES IT WORK HOW DO I BE VULNERABLE AND HONEST ABOUT MY EMOTIONS WITHOUT FEELING AWKWARD ABT IT ITS BULLSHIT.
LIKE... YALL GOTTA BE BULLSHITTIN ME WHEN YOU TELL ME SOME PEOPLE HAVE THE WILL IN THEM TO BE ENTIRELY AND COMPLETELY HONEST AND SERIOUS ABOUT THEIR EMOTIONS W/O FEELING THE NEED TO CRACK A JOKE ABOUT IT AND/OR DISMISS IT ENTIRELY.
NO ONE CAN DO THAT SHIT AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL.
AST3R-R1SK
[ NEW MESSAGE TO @M-MARM3LADE ! ] BRO WHY IS THIS SO REAL LIKE WHENEVER I TRY TO VENT TO SOMEONE I CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT WANTING TO MAKE A JOKE ABOUT SOMETHING ( probably ) COMPLETELY UNRELATED SO THE PERSON LISTENING WON'T GET TOO UNCOMFORTABLE,,.,.,...,..,,
-Odiul_
I hate being it but like.
With ppl I trust it slips every now and then because easily put I am not alright </3
M-MARM3LADE
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ঔ. ⸺ ﹙SHIT-POST﹚
fictional men by peggy >>>
IT CALLED ME OUT LIKE
"this is a coping mechanism, clean up your act."
EXCUSE ME????
NO NEED TO GET PERSONAL MY GUY ...
PLUS IT GOES HARD ASF TOO LIKE
WAYYY TO OLD TO PLAY PRETENDDDD BUT STILL I ALWAYS FALL FOR FICTIONAL MENNNN
MY HEART AND MY MINDDD WONT SEEM TO ALIGNNNN
CAUSE I'VE FALLEN IN LOVEEEEE
WITH A FICTIONAAAAAALLLLLL GUY
M-MARM3LADE
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ঔ. ⸺ ﹙SHIT-POST﹚
Bsd headcanon!! (if it can be called that idk...)
Chuuya and Dazai would play minecraft together in their youth!!
Chuuya 100% had like,,
a dozen dogs in it too- u cant change my mind on that-
(but then Dazai blew them up to fuck with him-)
(Chuuya has stayed salty ever since-)
M-MARM3LADE
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ꕀ Fuck w/ him as in mess w/ him btw- not literally ... Idk why I feel the need to clear this up I just do---
AST3R-R1SK
hey pookie how would you react if i said i was currently making appreciation posts for you in my memos rn
M-MARM3LADE
@AST3R-R1SK ꕀ OMG ?!,§?!?§,! KAHIOHZUIOZHIOGHAZIOGHIAOZG JKUMISPS AROUND AND EXPLMOPDEWS
-Odiul_
Ily Miya /p <3