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Hi, peeps! I don't know what I am doing here instead of writing, but... Let's say that I'm just ranting.
For the past few months, I have been under extreme (like, extreme ultra pro max) demotivation. Like, whatever I write, it feels like I miss something. I miss the old spark I feel whenever I sit to type. Owing to the very slow-paced journey I'm having on Wattpad for a while, it makes me sit down and procrastinate. There were times when I thought about leaving Wattpad and shift to a better community (say, ScrollStack). You won't believe this (so do I) but there were times when I thought about stop writing forever. And, that feels like I miss a part of myself.
I think I need a break. But, I fear taking one. I fear that you guys would leave me by the time my break ends. (sounds paranoid, right?) And, as a writer (and as a human), I don't want that to happen. Also, with exams and project deadlines beating the shit out of me, I think I need one.
So... I guess, I'm done ranting. See you soon, peeps!
xoxo!
Meera...