Go read Seasons by Ohaven pretty please it's amazing and more people need to read it, it's literally the definition of underrated and more people have to see this actually incredibly talented writing.
It's so hard to find realistic and well written Fireafy fanfics but Ohaven does it flawlessly, literally there's nothing I can find wrong with the book, it's beautiful, heart wrenching and so downright romantic .
Please read it, I am begging