KawaiiCyan

Finally, my first official book is... COMPLETE! ✨
          	
          	Thank you everyone that supports and gave me tons of wishes even while I was away! I really appreciate every one of you. 
          	
          	Be happy and stay safe ❤️

KawaiiCyan

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Played Among Us because my neighbour ask me to- And I feel so guilty to all the players that I vote as Imposters when they aren't lol. In my opinion, that game will actually make you doubt your friends A LOT but nah nothing serious for me since its just a game. I mean since they are my friends so I don't doubt them and trust them instead of other players, until I became their victim lmao but nope I still believe them even for more than 10 rounds ugh me. 
          
          There was even one time when we discuss and they were like,  "Its green", "its blue", and I freaking ask them, "blue or green?". Then when its time to vote, I look for either green or blue but there's none so I was so confused and just vote randomly. Guess what? That green or blue they were saying was me because my skin was CYAN! So I was voted but I wasn't the imposter haha. In the end of that round, they text back saying sorry, well they do that every round they kill or voted me out actually hehe. I find it very funny and amusing. 
          
          Weird thing is I was always the first victim to be killed by them. Am I dumb or too loyal or what- Overall it was a fun game of betrayal lolol. Shall I make a chapter about this? Yeah probably. 
          
          Please take care of yourself guys and if anyone want to play a game with me, just DM or find me on Discord! Onigiri#3976 ♡
          
          Um about updates I will update but I'm still trying to find my motivation at the moment so please bear with me. Sorry again for the long wait. 

KawaiiCyan

I just made a freaking discord account because my game friend ask me to just so we could communicate. Well I've been so busy previously that I left the game for more than a year lol. I don't know how to use the app yet but if you have one, let's stay in touch! Please pray if you need me to online... I am a very lazy person... 
          
          So how am I suppose to share my user ID or something? I remember I name it Onigiri#3976 because I'm out of idea and it was an impulsive decision. 

KawaiiCyan

I'm sorry for not updating anymore but I'm not abandoning my books. It's just that a lot of things happened. I've been on bad terms with my little sister, it has been more than a month already. Its hard when we share the same room. 
          
          But yeah I've already apologized to her but she's being the brat she is acting all high as if she's the only right person here. Even my mom gave up and just told me that she's in her rebellious phase. But what happened yesterday doesn't only affect me but also my neighbor. She told my mom that me and my neighbor don't want to help her buy some stuff when she was actually the one who replied late. We were already home when she ask to go to buy some stuff. However, she lied to my mom saying that we refuse to help her like wtf is this brat. You are my sister but doesn't mean I have no desire to give you a bitch slap. And yes my mom gave up on this sister of mine. She always says the opposite from what she wants.
          
          And I'm actually glad I punch her in her face a month ago, just to give some realization that she is not a princess that could just rudely ask someone to shut up especially to our mother. I just hope she have some respect to us for someone that is way older than her, even if I need to punch her again to realize that girls should have some manners. I did it because that happened so many times and I know how deeply hurt mom was when this brat ask her own mother to shut up because she was annoyed. Ya can't be rude to someone just because you're annoyed or moody especially to the elderly.
          
          I will update but maybe not anytime soon. I also got a job yesterday but will start early October so I may be busy. I'm sorry in advance. 

KawaiiCyan

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If Adventure games are your forte, I would definitely recommend Guardian Tales. The art is good, the game play and controls are easy to play but let me warn you that the storyline in there is pretty dark lol. Why? Cannibalism pfft. I did enjoy the game for 2 weeks and yup reaches World 6 already but what makes it not fun is the players there. 
          
          Most players there are probably still in school since they literally tell the community that they are off to school or waiting for the bus and such. No, that's not the problem there. The main problem is most of them prefer to talk sexual things like 'im playing naked', 'looking for a pussy to fuck', 'mine is 7inch', 'im playing with my pp', blabla which is totally disgusting. Some even said that the chat is boring when 'those people' aren't here to cuss and shit. 
          
          Worst part is that they also making fun of others native and religion and laugh when someone is triggered by it. I fucking hate the community there not all but most of them. I even decided to restart the game to change the server but I lost interest since I need to play it from the beginning again and uninstall it. I know you might find it weird when I actually write those dirty stuff but I never like being sexual harassment over the screen and I don't use vulgar words as my language. 
          
          The main server is EU, most players use that server since it was the default one and the game can't transfer data to another server unless you restart. I join the Asian server for an hour or two and it's really peaceful and friendly than EU. They are also helpful even share interests of animes.
          
          Done ranting lol

KawaiiCyan

My cat was staring at me while I wash my hands. I told him that he shouldn't lick his paws since it won't even make it clean and show him tutorial of how to wash hands with soap. He only gave me a deadpan look and proceed to lick his adorable paws aghhh i kennot

KawaiiCyan

None of my friends wish me a happy birthday...
          Yes you read it right, none. I guess the date wasn't important. I'm going to be MIA for a week from all social media.
          
          I request to my mom today that I don't want any cake and eat yong tau foo instead. Yong tau foo is a Chinese food that consists variety of vegetables, mushrooms, fish cake, fish ball, lobster ball, salmon ball, crab stick, chee cheong fun (rice noodle roll), and may also add quail eggs and other food of your choice. Can be eaten dry, with soup or with sauce. Well I do have Chinese blood running in me from my mother's side.
          
          My aunt came earlier with my little cousins, bought me some chicken rice. And my neighbor bought me Dunkin' Donuts. We also watch Fugou Keiji new episode together ;) 
          
          I only received a wish from my mom, my neighbor and my aunt, that's it. None of my siblings wish me *sigh*. I can't be believe my existence wasn't important to anyone. 

KawaiiCyan

Just a little bit about me because I feel like it? 
          
          Actually I started writing fanfictions when I was 15, it was a story of a chubby OC x Kai and Baekhyun Exo but due to school and family problems, I stop because I lost my dedication.
          
          I started again when I was 18, but it's more a fictional story than fanfictions and yes with my own OC. What drives me to keep updating was because of the good moments I have with my friends during college and I made them into my OCs too. They read it too and enjoy it but when we graduated and all of us follow our own path when we started our university life, I put on hold again the story. Luckily I save it in my email.
          
          And now I'm back but actually I don't know for how long. I started making fanfictions again after the pandemic died down a little in my country and since I've passed my current semester exam so like literally, I have nothing to do at the moment. I'm only a 2nd year degree student so my university put on hold for our classes but from what I heard, my classes will start around October.
          
          With that I think I might use the time I have now to keep updating my books and finish it before October.
          
          I'm always around since before but I just thought with all the stress and assignments, I might not be able to update my stories and it will be unfair to the readers. That is why I put my hobby aside and just read any fanfictions that caught my attention.
          
          
          Yup good night! Sleep tight! Don't let the bug bite tonight imma fight till we see the sunlight tik tok- okay good night :")