Just wanted to say that you're appreciated and loved and valued, everything you do is enough, and you are enough. You always have been, you just needed to be enough for yourself and I hope you know that and remind yourself that. I hope you know that you are valued, that what you do is important and that there is so many people that care about you, that their world is better with you in it so don't hurt yourself, don't push others away and don't be too hard on yourself because you're trying your best. Your very level best and that is enough at this moment, it always is.
And somewhere along the way I hope you realize that you don't need to have everything figured out at this exact moment, you don't need to have your entire life planned out or the age you want to get married at or the car you want to get or the career you want to pursue... you can just live your life, it's yours to life after all.
And I hope you know that somewhere along the way there were people that knew you'd be okay and that they have always been proud of you. You'll be okay, you always are and that's okay. But if you've found yourself lately on the verge of collapsing or don't feel like yourself then that is okay too. That is completely okay, you will figure it out.
Also I don't know if this will help anyone but if it does and you need any advice well, I'm here and I'll try my best to respond :)