KE1JJK

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hi, so what i’m about to share with you all may be a bit personal but i hope you don’t judge me, i just need to vent these feelings i’ve been bottling up. so the reason why i’m kind of inactive here is because i’m quite busy with my personal life, catching up with friends and enjoying my time with my boyfriend. we’re in umm a secret relationship, bc my mother won’t allow us to be in a relationship together. just last night, she found out again (yes, it’s the second time) that we’re still talking with each other. man, she was furious. she said that she felt betrayed, doing all of this again behind her back. meeting up with my loml by making up with excuses and etc., yet tbh, i didn’t feel guilty. of course, I thought about my mom and all of the rules and sermons she told me and i know she did that bc i’m important to her, but... when she said she was in pain bc of me, there was a part of me that was not sorry. i was not sorry for meeting up with my boyfriend. i was not sorry for loving him in an early age. i just didn’t feel guilty, not at all. i felt bad bc i lied to her but i didn’t feel guilty for making the final decision. it’s fucked up bc i sound like a bad daughter, a rebel or whatever u want to call it. i cried, yet i didn’t feel bad at all. i guess i’m just sorry we got caught again. man i wanna write my life in a story so bad what the fuck

zaiyaverse

@KE1JJK I hope you're okay now
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KE1JJK

this message may be offensive 
hi, so what i’m about to share with you all may be a bit personal but i hope you don’t judge me, i just need to vent these feelings i’ve been bottling up. so the reason why i’m kind of inactive here is because i’m quite busy with my personal life, catching up with friends and enjoying my time with my boyfriend. we’re in umm a secret relationship, bc my mother won’t allow us to be in a relationship together. just last night, she found out again (yes, it’s the second time) that we’re still talking with each other. man, she was furious. she said that she felt betrayed, doing all of this again behind her back. meeting up with my loml by making up with excuses and etc., yet tbh, i didn’t feel guilty. of course, I thought about my mom and all of the rules and sermons she told me and i know she did that bc i’m important to her, but... when she said she was in pain bc of me, there was a part of me that was not sorry. i was not sorry for meeting up with my boyfriend. i was not sorry for loving him in an early age. i just didn’t feel guilty, not at all. i felt bad bc i lied to her but i didn’t feel guilty for making the final decision. it’s fucked up bc i sound like a bad daughter, a rebel or whatever u want to call it. i cried, yet i didn’t feel bad at all. i guess i’m just sorry we got caught again. man i wanna write my life in a story so bad what the fuck

zaiyaverse

@KE1JJK I hope you're okay now
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lucyiseverything

I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but seriously what happened to your old acc?

KE1JJK

i couldn’t log in anymore and said that i have to reset my password but the email that i used to create the acc doesn’t work anymore :(( it’s really a shame because i have lots of stories i wrote there :(((
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