Ella

@WhatItMeansToBeKing my cousin kaylin texted me at 2 this morning telling me her boyfriend had gotten pulled over after they snuck out and she was freaking out  but I feel bad cause I didn't see her message till I got up at 5:50 and I've been texting her all morning since then. She keeps freaking out and telling me she can't breathe and she spent her whole morning in the bathroom puking. I'm scared for her.

@WhatItMeansToBeKing hey fren how's everything going?

@WhatItMeansToBeKing Hi!

@WhatItMeansToBeKing hey fren! How you doing?

Do you like autumn?

@WhatItMeansToBeKing do you listen to Billie eilish? I've been obsessed with her song "i love you"Latley. It's so beautiful and I love her voice in it 

@WhatItMeansToBeKing I'm so happy it's Friday. School is very draining. How has your week been so far?

@WhatItMeansToBeKingFren I got this app its called Finch its like a lil bird and it's supposed to "help" you kinda take baby steps with your mental health u got it and I got my mom to get it. I think you should look at it. It's a really cute app and you don't have to pay for everything so it's pretty much free unless you want premium.

@WhatItMeansToBeKing do you like Teenage mutant ninja turtles?

@WhatItMeansToBeKing fren I had a relisation today and I feel so relived for the first time in years. I have been haveing this issue for a long time. I have mentioned to you before about my... intrusive thoughts. I always have thought something was seriously wrong with me. And I still kinda do. But that's besides the point. I prayed to God today while haveing an intrusive thought and I apologized and asked him to give the strength to rid of those thoughts. And then a little later I got this random voice in my head to look up why I had those thoughts and BOOM. I got all the answers that I had been unknowingling looking for. It explained everything I was dealing with and told me how I can get help. I feel so happy and God answered my prayer. I've been very stressed lately but this... this makes up for it. Truly.