Jadiina Hope

I am leaving this message for my readers and friends I have met here on Wattpad. I will be retiring this account and making a new account under a new name and icon, as this account has been copied and pasted to the ad-loaded trash website teenfic.net, I will reach out to you as soon as I have done all of that. I have had a good run.

So you know what when you write or type out a chapter on here (wattpad) it tells you how many words you've done....
          
          So I was adding to the climax of Forbidden Love (cause my brain refuses to write anything but angst),I look at the number... and this is before all the "he stared into her beautiful hazel eyes, now wet with tears, and..." ya know, before all the fluffy wording... I look at the number of words
          
          7,168...
          
          7,168 words!!! AND ITS NOT FINISHED!!!
          
          My max per chapter is like 2,500! The climax is gonna be like four chapters long!!! WHAT AM I DOING!! WHY DID I DO THIS!! 
          
          It's cause of the angst. It's cause I'm an angst vampire and I know it... it's also like 2:30 in the morning...
          
          
          Hahaha.... help

Hey y'all! I live. Sorry I keep disappearing, I've been busy lately. 
          
          Good news, writer's block is finally leaving me alone!! I've been writing so I think I'll be able to finish the next chapter of Forbidden Love by Christmas. But if I don't, I going to publish part of the climax for a day or two as a thanks to anyone whose stuck around even those my brain didn't. (That and I've been wanting to see anyone's reaction to it for like a year) 
          
          Merry Christmas and happy holidays! Y'all will heard from me soon

Y'all ever know you should write the fic you need to update but really wanna write an alternate version of a different fic, changing the villain?
          
           Honestly I've been really wanting to write an alternate Blinded By Stardust of several months (if not a year) now. But I really need/want to finish Forbidden Love!!!! 
          
          I was also going to do a death scene oneshots fic at one point (cause I LOVE angst) but that never happened hehe.... 
          
          I'm doing great at this whole "writing" thing lol
          
          I'm sorry
          
          
          
          
          
          
          And yes it is 2:40 in the morning 

Have y'all noticed on some fics it says the date it was published is December 31 1969?.... or is my phone just trying its best lol 

Y'all ever just randomly crave a restaurant/food that doesn't exist in the region of the country that you live in? 
          
          It's 2am and I really want a runza. 
          
          For those of you that don't know, a runza is basically a hamburger, with cabbage added, inside a roll. It's a Nebraska/Midwest thing and I live in Alabama... :'(
          
          
          

It's 3am and I just got my mind blown. So I was just scrolling on Tumblr and saw a poll that said "did you notice King Edmund is missing an arm?"
          
          ....
          
          KING EDMUND, EUGENE'S DAD, IS MISSING ARM!!
          
          I looked it up and it said he lost it when he touched the Moonstone... Am I stupid for not noticing that! Oh my gosh, my brain. It not like I've been in this fandom for 3 YEARS OR ANYTHING!!!

Y'all ever reread a scene you wrote and are like "my gosh this is heart-wrenching! Am I okay?" 
          
          I think this one is sadder then the one in Blinded by Stardust. 

Hey y'all. I live! And I still have writer's block. I was trying to think of a way to get rid of it and thought "I like writing angst and death scenes for some twisted reason, I could try doing that and see if it helps." 
          
          So I was thinking of doing a Varian death scene oneshot collection. Y'all can give me a cause of death and a relationship you wanna cry over (not Varigo) and I can take it and break your hearts... 
          
          Idk why I'm like this but if I did that would anyone read it or give requests?

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