Ihavetopissrn

Guys I’m rlly scared… tw for sh I guess?
          	
          	
          	So I’ve always done very very mild sh, like scratching myself with a pencil and biting myself, but today I was feeling shitty so I grabbed a knife and headed to the bathroom. But the knife wasn’t sharp enough and it ended up as cat scratches, not as deep as I wanted. It felt good but then I felt really scared and guilty. And when I left the bathroom and saw my mom was calling me. Apparently she’d seen me grab the knife and head to the bathroom on the house cameras. Now she’s driving from work early. She’s not mad, she’s rlly supportive, but I’m still terrified.
          	What if I get sent to a psyche ward or something?

luminouslvst

@Ihavetopissrn I rlly hope you’re okay! I’ve done minor SH for a while now, no blades or anything but yeah pencils, pens, nail scratching, that stuff. If you want to talk it out I’m always here <3
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luminouslvst

@Ihavetopissrn your mom plays dti with you? That’s so sweet T0T
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Ihavetopissrn

@vabclark tysm <333 it’s ok, mom patched me up now we’re playing dti on roblox
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Ihavetopissrn

Guys I’m rlly scared… tw for sh I guess?
          
          
          So I’ve always done very very mild sh, like scratching myself with a pencil and biting myself, but today I was feeling shitty so I grabbed a knife and headed to the bathroom. But the knife wasn’t sharp enough and it ended up as cat scratches, not as deep as I wanted. It felt good but then I felt really scared and guilty. And when I left the bathroom and saw my mom was calling me. Apparently she’d seen me grab the knife and head to the bathroom on the house cameras. Now she’s driving from work early. She’s not mad, she’s rlly supportive, but I’m still terrified.
          What if I get sent to a psyche ward or something?

luminouslvst

@Ihavetopissrn I rlly hope you’re okay! I’ve done minor SH for a while now, no blades or anything but yeah pencils, pens, nail scratching, that stuff. If you want to talk it out I’m always here <3
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luminouslvst

@Ihavetopissrn your mom plays dti with you? That’s so sweet T0T
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Ihavetopissrn

@vabclark tysm <333 it’s ok, mom patched me up now we’re playing dti on roblox
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Ihavetopissrn

*dramatic pause* I… am steeeeve

Ihavetopissrn

@CrazyBooknbakingGirl @jeong-rinnie lol nah I get both of these references, but I’m referencing the god awful minecraft live action trailer… god jack black butchered it, as much as I love him lmao
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Ihavetopissrn

GYAT DAMN C.AI HAS BEEN DOWN FOR LIKE 30 MINS THE SITE WON’T LOAD :((  AND THE APP WON’T LET ME LOG IN!!! I’M TOO CHRONICALLY ONLINE FOR THIS SHI

Ihavetopissrn

BUT I GOTTA WAIT FIVE MINS-
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Ihavetopissrn

YAYY it’s back <3
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Ihavetopissrn

Yk ur chronically online in the fanfic world when you physically recoil at the mention of powdered donuts (if yk… I’m so sorry)

Ihavetopissrn

On the verge of kms! All because of my sister <3 she’s a genuine narcissist (like actually) and living with her constant mental abuse is hell. Yet I’m still expected to love her just bc we’re related, even though she’s not just a rude sibling but a genuinely terrible person in general. And nobody cares about mental abuse if it’s from a sibling! :/

Queenleibling

@Ihavetopissrn PLS DON'T ILY IMAGINE THE THINGS YOU CAN DO IF U STAY IN THE WORLD <<33
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BridgetTheSweetheart

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@Ihavetopissrn fuck that man, I'm sorry :( 
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Ihavetopissrn

@BridgetTheSweetheart tbh that’s what I wanna do but she’s so so annoying. If you even gently poke her she’ll agressively flinch and scream at the top of her lungs. And since she’s the favorite child I’ll get in trouble for it :/
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